What I Really Want To Say

Harsh..

"Drew." Jeff stated.

"Yes, Jeff?"

"I should be firing you."

"Should?" Drew asked.

"Yes. Should. But i think it your romance will give you great publicity. Only because of Megan's song though. When it comes out the audiance will know who you wrote it about and respect you for it. I think you should do a duet."

"Really?" I replied smiling.

"Yes." Jeff replied.

"This is perfect." Drew whispered in my ear.

I saw four heads pop out from the door. They were trying to act suspicious. It clearly wasnt working. I chuckled. The one with black hair, I think his name is David, whispered something to the one with Blondish Black hair, I think his name is Jayk. TC tried to whisper something to me. I think he said something along the lines of 'Is everything ok?' I smiled and nodded. Jeff walked out of the room, back to his office.

"Well, i guess you want to listen to that song, don't ya?" Deb asked. Drew and i nodded.

"David, Jayk, Bobby, and TC you can come and listen too. I dont bite." Deb laughed at her own joke.

"Oh hey Deb! We were just walking by." Bobby started to say.

"You cant prank the prankster. Now who wants to hear a song!?"

"We do!" We all said.

Deb started to play my song. I smiled and looked at Drew. He grinned with that crooked little smile of his that i love. He pulled me closer and we sat down on the loveseat by the door. I thought of how far we had gotten. Our first singles. I didnt care how big we got, one hundred fans or one million fans, as long as i have Drew, I know ill be fine. I shut my eyes and laid my head on Drew's lap, as my song was playing in the background.

I woke up in a bed i have never seen before. I looked around and quickly came to a conclusion that it was Drew's. How did i know? The lime green everywhere. I opened the door.

"Drew?" I yelled.

"Living room!" He yelled back.

I walked out of Drew's room and into the hallway. Drew's room was at the end of the hallway. I passed a couple more doors until i reached the living room. I saw all five of them sitting on the couch watching something on TV. It must be some kind of game, because Jayk had a jersey on and was getting really competitive. I laughed to myself as i walked over to the sofa. TC scooted over so that i could sit next to Drew.

"Hello, Sleeping Beauty." Drew said.

"Shut up. You know i havent slept through a night since..." I cut myself off. Drew hugged me.

"Im here now. Its okay. I'll never let anything happen to you." He told me.

"Is this your house?" I asked.

"Its the VFC house." David replied.

"Oh. Thanks David! What time is it?"

"Its almost 8." Bobby said, his eyes still glued to the screen.

"Thanks again. What did i miss Drew?"

"Not much. After your song was finished, Deb noticed that you were asleep. She let you sleep because of, ya know. And she told me to remind you of your photoshoot tomorrow at eight. Ours is at nine."

"Awesome." I yawned.

"Your still tired? You just took a four hour nap!" TC exclaimed.

"I love to sleep TC, like you dont even know." I laughed.

"Do you want to stay here or go home?" Drew asked.

"Here. I feel safe with you guys. Well, that and my parents are never home. I hate staying there alone." I looked at the ground.

"Its okay. You can stay with me." Drew whispered in my ear. I blushed.

"Hey, when are we gonna have that livechat?'' David asked.

"What about now?" Jayk suggested.

"Lets do it. Hey Megan can you go get my laptop?" Drew asked.

"Sure." I smiled.

I walked down the hallway and into Drew's room. I hadn't noticed much about it before. There were a lot of photos, mostly of us. I found his lime green laptop on his desk by all of his sunglasses. I picked it up and walked out of his room. I walked back into the living room and handed Drew his laptop.

"Thanks babe." Drew kissed my cheek.

"Your welcome." I blushed.

I watched as Drew went onto his laptop and opened up a website. There were about one hundred people there waiting for the chat.

"Can you guys hear me?" Drew asked.

I saw a whole bunch of comments flooding in with 'Yes!' and 'I love you Drew!!'. I laughed to myself.

"Hey im gonna order something to eat!" Jayk yelled in the background.

"FOOD?!" Bobby answered.

"Yes my little carnivore, you get food." I replied.

"So do you guys want the news now or later?" David asked.

All the comments filled up with some response or another. They deffenately wanted the news now.

"Hmmm. Whaddya think Drew?" Bobby asked.

"LATER! Just kidding. Hey TC wanna tell 'em?" Drew responded.

"Um. Sure. Our first single 'Future Love' comes out in a month!" TC stated. He smiled. I could tell something was up. I just didn't know what. The comments blew up. I was trying to read them all when i spied some nasty ones.

"Drew. Im gonna go." I stood up and started to run to his room.

"Megan!" Drew ran after me and caught me in the hallway. "What's wrong babe?"

''It's nothing." A tear fell from my cheek.

"If its nothing Megan, then why are you crying?"

"I..I just saw some of the comments."

"What did they say?"

I shook my head. He wiped the tears away from my face and i laid down in his bed. He wrapped me up in his lime green comforter and I closed my eyes and went to sleep.