What I Really Want To Say

I Miss Her.

I told my family sorry for everything that went down and told them to wait for me at home. I told my mom i would text her when i found anything out. Danny walked in the room and was suddenly confused. I told him i would explain everything in the car. Hunter demanded to come but i refused and demanded him to go track his guitar. He walked out of the room shaking his head. He would never let himself live this one down. 

"Lets go Danny!" We ran out of the room to the parking lot to find Danny's car. It wasn't hard, and Danny quickly drove off to the cemetary. I explained everything that went down. 

"Hunter doesn't think at all sometimes. Travis knows not to take anything he says personal. But this one went too far. Hunter should have known better." 

"I'm worried Danny. I don't want him to hurt himself!" I started to silently cry. 

"Megan! It'll be fine! I promise! We'll find him and everything will be okay." 

Danny pulled into the cemetary and i started to wipe my face.

"I don't see his truck." Danny replied.

"He's not here?"

"Where else would he be?"

"I don't know..."

"What about the park?"

"Maybe. Lets try it." I sniffled.

I was still crying as Danny pulled into the parking lot for the park. I saw Travis' truck and jumped out of Danny's car before the engine stopped. I sped for the swings where i saw Travis sitting on one of the two silently moving his feet back and forth. 

I saw him turn around and see me and then stand up and start to walk over. I gave him a huge bear hug and i still couldn't control my crying. 

"Babe why are you crying?" Travis asked.

"I just.. I was woried about you. I didn't know where you were or what you were going to do, and it scared me Trav. It really did." 

"I wasn't going to do anything. I was thinking of cussing Hunter out and popping him in his face, but your parents were there and i don't need a bad rep with them."

"Thanks for not doing that.. You know not to listen to Hunter when he talks right?"

Travis looked down and pulled his phone out of his pocket. "Speaking of Hunter." Travis pressed speaker and rolled his eyes.

"TRAVIS! IM SO SORRY THAT IM SUCH A DICK AND I CAN'T CONTROL MY MOUTH! I SHOULD HAVE NEVER SAID THAT, IM SO SO SO SO SO SORRY! I FEEL SO BAD AND-"

"Hunter. I get it."

"Sorry."

"Its okay. I'm over Eva. It was just a dick thing to say and i wasn't expecting it. I'm fully aware that i've been Mr.Depressed. You would be too Hunt."

"I know, and im so so sorry. How can you forgive me?"

"I already forgive you. Friends fight Hunter, we fight all the time. But in the end, we're bandmates and best friends and we can't let a little fight get inbetween us."

"Thanks Trav. It means a lot."

"Now will you go track your guitar? Megan and i are gonna go get some rest and think of an album title. We are in desperate need of one."

"Okay. See you tomorrow."

"You too man." Travis hung up his phone and stared at me. 

"Im proud of you Trav."

"Why? Cause i called Hunter a dick?"

"Haha. No, because you forgave him."

Travis smiled and wiped my face to get rid of the tears that were still clinging to my eyes. I smiled back and he gently kissed me on the lips.