What I Really Want To Say

New...Everything.

A couple days later i had my first studio session. I had on Aeropostale sweat pants and a hoodie. I didnt feel like getting all dressed up. I pulled into the parking lot and sat in my car for a couple minutes. I glanced at my phone. One new text from Deb. 'Are you here yet?' I replied, 'Walking in as I speak.' I walked into the studio and saw Deb.

"Ready to start?" She smiled.

"Yeah."

"You still upset about Drew?" Deb asked.

"Just a little."

"Well Anna here is the best songwriter i know."

"Flattery gets you nowhere Deb." Anna said as she grinned.

"I guess ill leave you two too it." Deb walked out of the room.

"Well Megan, how do you feel?"

"You know i loved you with everything that i had. But what you needed i couldnt be held you back. I cared enough about you to give you the chance to find someone who cares. I broke your heart. I did it for you." I sat down the headphones. In only three hours Anna had written a song and I had already gotten all the vocals done for it. Right now a producer is finishing the track. Its about Drew if you couldnt tell. Its called 'I Did it for You'. They said its going to be released sometime this month. Anna told me i could go home and that she would text me as soon as the song was finished so i could come listen to it.

I started to head back home. I was driving on a side road when i saw a lime green camaro pass me going the other way. I pulled over on the side of the road. I started to cry again. I miss him so much. I reached into my pocket and pulled my phone out. I got a text from Deb. 'COME SEE YOUR NEW SONG!!(:'. I pulled back onto the road and started to head back to the studio. Here we go again.

I pulled into the parking for the second time today. I started to walk into the studio when i noticed the lime green Camaro also in the parking lot. I sighed and started to walk into the studio again. Deb quickly rushed up to me and pulled me into the first room.

"Its done!" Deb yelled. "Aren't you excited?" I nodded showing no emotion.

"What's wrong?" She asked.

"Look outside." I said. Deb opened the blinds and peeked outside.

"Whats wrong? All i see is....Oh."

"Yeah." Deb pulled me into a hug. She's been like a second mom to me lately. My parents are always away on buisness trips and such because they are laywers so ive basically raised myself.

"Well, i know what will make you feel better! Lets listen to your song."

"Okay." I smiled. Not because I had to, because I could. In a few seconds I finally heard the opening of my song. I started to cry. It was so wonderful. For the first time i cried because i was happy, not because I was sad.

The song finally came to an end. I heard someone clapping outside. I opened the door and saw him.