What I Really Want To Say

Happy now?

"I WHAT?!" My happy fairytale day was turning into one ill never forget.

"This wasnt my idea, im really sorry Megan. If It was my decision i would let you keep him."

"Then why cant you!" I yelled.

"Im not the boss Megan. Jeff is. I have to follow his orders." She frowned. I could tell she wasnt happy about this.

"Deb, im sorry I yelled at you. I didnt mean to." I felt the tears well up in my eyes.

"Its alright Megan, you can go now. Im really sorry Drews meeting will get out in a few minutes." She handed me some tissues.

I walked out into the waiting room, waiting for Drew. How can such a great beginning turn into such a crappy ending? I sniffled thinking of Drew. A couple of minutes later Drew and the rest of the guys i saw earlier came out of their meeting. They were all smiling and laughing, talking about something. I see that they got iPhones too. I glanced down at mine. It had a pink cover with an 'M' on it. Drew glanced over at me and stopped smiling. He ran over to me while the rest of the guys were still talking.

"Megs! Whats wrong?!" Drew asked concerned.

I looked down at my new phone still sniffling.

"Are you still singing?"

"Yes." I managed to answer. Drew took one of the tissues from me and wiped my tears away.

"Megan, if you need to tell me something you can."

"I dont know how to say this."

"Just say it."

"I...I have to break up with you."

"You WHAT!?" Drew was on the verge of crying. All the guys quietly slipped back into the meeting room.

"Deb told me that Jeff said I couldnt be with you." I cried harder.

"What a douche!"

Drew hugged me as if he would never let go.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

Drew cupped my face in his hands and kissed me, it reminded me so much of our first kiss. I silently walked out the door not looking back, it would be too hard. Drew was crying and so was I. I had already called Savannah when my meeting was out. She was waiting for me in the parking lot with my car. I got in and let her drive. I already told her what i had to do. She didnt ask any questions which is very unusual for her. I stared out the window the rest of the trip home.