What I Really Want To Say

Surprises.

Savannah and I were sitting backstage at Andrew's concert. I was released from the hospital yesterday, they said for falling but i dont believe them.

"Are you ready?" Savannah asked.

"For what?"

"You'll see." She smiled.

"You know i dont like surprises." I looked over at the stage and saw them all finish a song. Andrew waved. Savannah waved back and stood up.

"C'mon Megan."

''And where are we going?''

''The stage. Duh!''

"There?!"

"Yeah!" My face was blank as Savannah pulled me out onto the stage. I saw Andrew smile as he sat me down on a chair placed on the side of the stage.

"Andrew?"

"I hope you remember." He walked to the middle of the stage along with the rest of the guys. Savannah took a seat next to me on the stage. I was so confused. The all got out microphone stands and everyone in the crowd went wild. The lights went down and music started to play. It was unfamiliar. Although it was catchy, it was still unfamiliar. The lights turned on as Andrew started to sing.

"Couple of years and im gonna know your name. Its like i waited for you foverer and i know this might sound insane. But it wont be long till we gonna take this up. Girl im talking about your future love." The song ended. Andrew looked over at me smiling. "Do you remember?"

"What am i supposed to remember?! What is it with you guys lately! Its like your all keeping something from me!" Andrew's smile faded.

"I told you it wasn't going to work." He stated as he started to walk off stage. The crowd was silent. Some of them were crying. Savannah got up and ran over to Andrew. She whispered something in his ear. "Why would it work!?"

"Because its our last chance." Some guys pulled a piano out onstage. Andrew sighed before he started to walk over to it. The rest of the guys walked over to Savannah and I. Andrew sat down and started to play.

"I say I dont care, but it makes me crazy when your not there. I say i dont need you next to me. I said i dont need your touch. I said I dont you dont mean to much. I said this love dont mean a thing. What i really want to say is you stay on my mind and i die everytime your not around me. What i really want to show you is whats in my heart, but i stop when i start. I keep it locked inside me. What i really want to do is just scream it out loud, get the message through. What i really want to say is 'I Love You'" My head started to hurt. This was the WORST headache of my life. I had my hands on my head trying to stop the pain. All the guys were surrounding me. Then it happened, the flashback. The talent contest. Drew singing that same song. Panera. Us dating. Me slipping in the bathroom. Suddenly the pain stopped. I looked up.

"Drew." I ran over to him and almost knocked him off the stool.

"Megan. Welcome back."