What I Really Want To Say

Sometimes Secrets Slip.

"Truth or dare?"

Three weeks had already passed on tour and i was having the time of my life. I'm so glad i had Savannah with me, when i felt like crying from missing Travis and everyone she would let me sleep in her bunk so i wouldn't be lonely. She was doing a fantastic job as a merch girl and an even better job at being my BFF. 

Sebastian had quickly made friends with the Gomez brothers from The Summer Set, and they would frequently have 'Who can shotgun a beer the fastest?' contests every week. And believe me, it was very fun to watch. 

I also watched Charles and Alli's vlog every single day with Savannah. It was very funny texting Trav things like 'How was that hotdog you ate today?' and have him freaking out because he had no idea how i knew these things. 

Right now i was sitting in the lounge of The Summer Sets bus with Sebastian, Audrey, Savannah, Gabe from Cobra, Ryan and Nash from HCR, Cassadee, and all of The Summer Set. It was kinda cramped and i don't even remember the genius who came up with the idea of playing games. 

"Dare." Gabe looked at Jess who i knew had something evil up her sleeve. 

"Okay Gabe. Go outside in just your boxers and run to your bus. I hope the kids lined up that don't want to leave don't see." She winked.

"You're evil. I like it." Gabe basically threw all of his clothes off in a matter of seconds and everyone got their phones out. "Don't stare at the abs ladies. They're off limits unless you're single." Gabe quickly dashed out of the bus and took off in a sprint to his own. Some girls walking by tried to run after him and failed because of security. 

"Is he coming back?" Nash looked over at Jess.

"Nah, maybe later. He's too lazy to run back right now."

"Okay this game is boring. We're playing a new one. The one where you have to take a drink if you have done it, or whatever." John Gomez handed out drinks of what smelled like a mixture of beer and redbull. 

"It's called I've Never, dumbass." Jess corrected.

"Okay, I've never had sex." God dammit. Looking around Audrey, Ryan, Brian and I all didn't take drinks.

"Okay i can believe you all but not Ryan and Megan."

"I've had one girlfriend! Give me a break!" Ryan shouted at Josh Montgomery.

"I'm chaste, asshole." 

"Okay, Okay. Sorry. Your turn."

"I've never kissed someone of the same sex."

The only person to take a drink was Josh.

"You've gotta be fucking kidding me."

"You gotta explain this dude." Nash questioned.

"Okay, i got really hammered on my birthday and totally kissed one of my friends who was equally drunk. Neither of us knew until the next morning when i saw a print out of the picture Jess took on my bunk."

"Best blackmail picture ever." Jess fist pumped.

"I've never had someone you love let you down." Plently of people for me. 

Every single person took a drink.

"This game is getting boring too. And we need to get rid of these drinks. Flip cup anyone?"

"Fuck yeah!" Sebastian cheered.

"Lets make this better." Savannah said, "Anytime someone says the word 'Like' we all have to take a shot."