What I Really Want To Say

Best Present Ever.

Savannah and I had convinced Audrey to stay the night with us so we could get to know her better. I declared it a girls night and demanded all the boys to leave, including Travis. He was reluctant because of how i was acting earlier, but i assured him that i was just fine.

We stayed downstairs for a while. We didn't want to stomp up the steps and wake up Addison who was still sleeping.

"Why did you walk away tonight?" Savannah questioned.

"Remember my birthday party?"

"Sadly.. Was it cause of your-"

"Yep."

"You know as soon as you walked off Travis followed behind."

"I'm glad he did." I smiled while blushing almost as red as my hair.

"What did he say?" Audrey asked.

"Um, he said that he knew my parents love me. I asked why and he said they look at me the same way he does. Then he told me he loves me." I looked down to keep from blushing more, it didn't work so i tried biting my lip.

"Shocker. Haha. I knew he loved you from the minute he held you in the parking lot when you were crying on your birthday."

"Did you know that he held me that entire night? It was the sweetest thing anyone could ever do for me."

"You were both broken. You both needed fixing and somehow you fixed each other. Thats what happened." 

"Thanks Sav. So who are you dating this week?"

"I dunno. I made out with Barakat the other night but ehh. I'm not sure yet. He's still a whore." 

"Jack Barakat?" Audrey's mouth was wide open.

"Yeah. Haha. We've been talking forever though."

"Do you have a boyfriend Audrey?" I asked.

"Oh, um, no. I've never had one."

"What? You're too pretty to not have one." Savannah inturrupted.

Audrey blushed. "Thanks. I guess?"

"We have to all go to a meeting thingy at the label tomorrow and then we're gonna hit up the after party at Gaskarths house. Jack probably invited like half of the population, so theres gonna be a shit ton of people there. Sav and I can do your hair and make-up and make you look all pretty! What do you think? Oh! And have you set up your twitter yet?"

"Yeah, i have. And that would be perfect. Thanks guys."

We all headed upstairs carefully not to wake Addison and jumped into bed. Savannah and Audrey slept on the air mattress, and I slept with Addi on my bed. I could hear Savannah snoring in minutes and threw a pillow at her face.

"Shut the fuck up! Im tryin' to sleep!" She muttered a 'bitch' before falling back asleep. I grabbed my iPhone and went on twitter for a while. I scanned through all my mentions and found one from Sebastian.

@SebastianHitsHard '@wethehunter and I ate all your food i hope you don't mind!'

@MeganJennings 'Now i know why Jessica has to go shopping every single morning.'

@wethehunter 'you love us!'

I scrolled down more and saw some from fangirls, psycho fans, and the plain, 'hey i think you're awesome' fans. Those are my favorite. A few more tweets down and i saw one from Travis.

@travisrclark 'Yeah. @MeganJennings kicked me out cause its 'girls night' with @Savannahhh and @AudreyD. :( Have fun with my woman.'

@MeganJennings 'Trav are you jealoussss?(;'