Keeping up with The Carters

First Session S3E34

Beyoncé POV
Episode 34: First Session
June 9th
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I groaned hearing my phone ring for the third time. My hair was tangled, clothes cluttered my floor, and I was still sleep at two o clock in the afternoon.

"The hell??" I grabbed my phone to see who it was. Surprisingly it was onika.

I answered the phone deciding to get up to go eat.

"Hello?"

"YOU TRIED TO FUCK MY FRIEND!??"

"...What?" I scrunched my face up.

My head was already pounding and she had woken me up for bullshit.

"YOU TRIED TO FUCK MY FRIEND BEYONCE!"

"I did not? And it's not like it matters because we're not fucking together ARE WE?!?"

"Beyoncé don't fucking even!"

"No onika you cant say you want to be separated and you want a divorce then get mad at me for talking to other people!?? You not having your cake and eating it too!!"

"Beyonce I dont give a fuck what you do but YOURE NOT DOING MY FRIEND!"

"WHO THE FUCK IS YOUR FRIEND!??"

"LAUREN!"

"Oh" Whoops.

"Yeah!"

"Again it doesnt matter we're not together and I'm sure youre fucking all of La so"

"What are you fucking talking about beyonce!?? I'm not even the type to do some shit like that?? I told you I wanted to be separated to focus on me and my kids while YOU figure out where you wanna be!"

"WHERE ELSE WOULD I WANNA BE ONIKA!??"

"uh mom?"

I looked back seeing gigi and sir at the counter.

"Are you arguing with mommy?"

I sighed. "Ill call you later onika"

"fine!"

I hung up going over to the kids. "Sorry about that babies I was just...having a passionate conversation with your mother"

"You guys arent getting back together are you?"

I gave them a weak smile and they stopped asking questions.

"Have you guys seen my-" Kalani walked in but paused when she saw me. "oh...never mind"

"Kalani-"

She kept walking, I sighed. I felt like such a fucking loser to my kids, like I let them down.

"I need wine"

Like clock work Jay came in to take the glass out of my hand.

"Isnt it too early for alcohol?"

"Isnt it too early to be a bitch?" I said under my breath we both chuckled. "Can I have a fucking hug?"

"Come here" He pulled me in and hummed in satisfaction. "I know you been acting fatherless over these last few weeks but I'm here for you"

"Shut uppp!" I laughed.

"We really going to group therapy at three?"

"Ugh I was hoping somebody forget!" I rolled my eyes letting go of him.

"Yeah but maybe lets give it a try then if it sucks we can ghost them?"

I smiled. "Deal. You know I was supposed to ghost you after our first date"