Keeping up with The Carters

Assassin S3E25

Episode 25: Assassin
Bey POV
April 20th
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After the whole onika situation...

Flashback

O: Bey...I-I cant do this

I blinked.

B: What???

She stood up so I did too.

B: onika what is it? Just tell me and we can fix it baby please

O: I just think we need some time apart to...figure ourselves out

B: Im confused?

O: bey youre not over jay, you may not want to get back with him but you still havent confronted your feelings about how things ended with you two

I sighed.

B: I understand

O: ...I think I should just go to a hotel

B: yeah

O: Im sorry bey

B: me. too.

She grabbed her bag and left out the room. I just sat on the bed finally releasing my tears.

Flashback over

Of course I was heartbroken, in distress, ready to jump off my balcony but as a mother you dont have much time to really be sad.

Monday

I was sitting at the counter, nose red, eyes swollen.

Ka: hey mom...I know you're being sad and what not but my cap and gown is $85 and it was kinda due in February

I snapped my head to her.

B: Kalani its APRIL!?

Ka: I know which is why it would be nice if you stopped crying for a bit to grab your wallet?

I glared at her taking a deep breath in.

Wednesday

I was mid cry in my bed and a little person started tapping me.

S: mom..mom...mom!

B: boy!

S: can I go play outside?

B: I dont care!?

S: okay

He smiled running off. These damn kids.

Friday

I was on the couch sniffling and Blue cane over.

Bl: aw mom I can't believe nobody's comforting you while you're going through this

I raised my head up, she sat next to me.

Bl: Dont worry Im just as hurt as you, we're going through this together

B: aw thanks blueblue

Bl: yea, klay thompson cheating on megan snuck up on me too

She started to fake tear up.

Bl: Its still a very sensitive topic for me, hold on

I glared at her before getting up to walk away.

So beside my kids being assholes—cute assholes, the met gala is this weekend and I was taking Blue and Kalani. Jay ugly ass was coming too and possibly Onika which I was worried about. I dont know if I'm ready to see her again after last time, but luckily Kelly will be there. It's been so long since I seen her, usually I see her everyday but since the move it's been once a month which sucks but it's something?