Keeping up with The Carters

Nights Like This S3E36

Beyoncé POV
Episode 36: Nights Like This
June 15th
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Same Night ~ 3 Hours Later

I woke up in a dark room wrapped in my covers.

B: fuck how long did I sleep?

I reached for my phone, the numbers 11:04 stared back at me. I had locked myself in my room after the whole forced home therapy and ended up crying myself to sleep. I got up to use the bathroom then when I went to wash my hands I caught a glimpse of my face.

B: bro I gotta stop crying Im tired of redoing my lashes!

I heard a knock on my door. A bitch knock.

J: bey...

B: No!

J: I got chipotle!!

I opened the doors with my eyes squinted.

B: okay give me the food

J: lets talk

B: jay you already ruined my day can you not ruin my month please?

J: come here

He sat on my bed sitting my food down, I immediately started digging in the bag.

J: Im really sorry bey I fucked up

B: that you did

J: I know thats why I really tried to let you be happy with onika I figured someone should love you right the first time

B: okay but why did you wait to tell me jay??

J: well you're not so sweet and understanding

B: I am understanding!???

J: well youre not sweet! You probably wouldve laughed in my face then pistol whipped me!??

I snorted because I immediately got a visual.

B: okay maybe but right after we wouldve had a discussion and we could've fixed it and we couldve been still married

J: I just felt really guilty after august happened...thought it was the universe punishing me for my fuck up

B: yea because your punishment is me suffering

I rolled my eyes.

J: maybe karma struck wrong?

I chuckled stabbing my bowl with my fork.

B: what a bitch right?

J: yeah...so where do we go from here?

I looked up at him then away again. I knew where my mind went but I felt horrible for I guess leading onika on. I did love her don't get me wrong but I guess a part of me loved jay a little more? Does that make me an asshole?

B: well...I mean maybe we could...try again?

J: really?

B: yeah but dont start crying or anything

J: well Im just gonna run to the bathroom completely unrelated

He began to fake tear up I laughed moving him hands then we both fell back and I laid on top of him. He wrapped his arms around me holding me tight like I'd run off somewhere.

J: I've missed you baby

B: I know

J: Im not letting you go this time even if a white girl walks past me

B: OH how touching

J: yeah lets have sex now

B: NO!

We both laughed

End of Season Three
(Not the book)