Forget Me Not

Been here before

Your POV

I yanked the blankets away from me and slowly swung my legs over the side of the bed. My head was bounding but I felt more alive than anything, which was weird. I slowly stood myself and my knees shook. I gripped the night stand as I struggled to keep myself standing. Using the bed for help I weakly shuffled to the other side of the bed. I eyed the door which had nothing to help me get there. I sat down on the bed and tried stretching out my legs. They felt sore and I wondered how long I've been in this bed.

Suddenly something caught my eye on the night stand. It was a piece of paper next to some of the flowers that boy Jeff said he brought in. I still couldn't help but wonder why he did that....

To anyone that finds this,

I've gone away...away for good. If Y/n never wakes, I must go, I cannot stand looking at her another day knowing I did this. I love her too much...
That is also why if she does wake up, I may leave anyways but I haven't decided.
Well if you're reading this now then I must've decided.
I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused, I hope one day in your hearts you can truly forgive me....or not I don't give a fuck anymore all I ask is that you take care of Y/n. Give her whatever she wants and needs...because I can't do it and if she asks about me, I don't know tell her whatever, tell her the truth I guess. I won't be around much longer anyways.

-Jeff

I starred at the letter. "Is this a suicide note?" I mumbled to myself scanning the words again and turning the paper over and over to look at the front and back. "Why is Jeff writing about me...and what did he do?" I thought to myself. I re-read a sentence that stuck out to me "I love her too much." I read it over and over again, finding myself blushing.

I heard footsteps coming down the hallway and approaching the door. I panicked and quick folded the letter back throwing in back on the nightstand just as the door swung up. It was Jeff. He stepped in and starred at me some more and I blushed as that stupid sentence from the letter floated around in my head. He approached me and looked down at me. "You're up." He stated but then he looked away. He knelt down in front of me and opened the drawer to the nightstand. "Hey!" I protested and furrowed my eyebrows. He seemed to ignore me and continue looking for whatever he was looking for. "What're you doing in my drawer?" I asked irritated. He chuckled. "This is my drawer." He replied not even looking up at me. He had a lot of junk and papers in this drawer and I figured maybe it was his drawer...but why? "What do you mean?" I asked confused. He sighed and rotated on the balls of his feet turning me to. "We share a room." He said simply. "W-what? No, I'm a girl and your a boy!" I turned red. He laughed. "You have a gift at stated the obvious." He smirked to me. I glared at him. "Well...you can't sleep in the bed." I said looking away. He cockles amused yet again. "You have no idea..." He mumbled and turned back to the drawer. "About?" I asked turning to him. He turned to me once more. "Things." He said vaguely. I gave an unamused facial expression and a half smile pulled at his lips. "Come on." He said gripping my hand in his and finally pulling something from the drawer. It looked like a dog toy.

We reached the bottom on the stairs and Jeff continued to look at me over his shoulder. "Hey, where you guys headed?" The boy in the white mask stopped us. I believe his name was Masky. "Shouldn't be to hard to remember considering his appearance." I thought to myself. "Out." Jeff returned vaguely yet again. "Uh okay well don't be out to late slender said-" Jeff cut him off but shutting the front door once we got outside. "Hey...I think he was gonna say something important." I pulled back on Jeff's hand. I looked down realizing we were still holding hands. "That's highly doubtful." Jeff rolled his eyes and gently tugged me along.  Jeff whistled loudly and I heard a bark, then suddenly and huge husky ran from the woods and darted right for me. "Oh my G-" I didn't even finish my sentence before Jeff wrapped an arm around my waist and pulled me towards him, letting the husky jump up against his back instead of on me. "Smile. Down." Jeff said sternly over his shoulder. I starred straight ahead at Jeff's jacket a little shock in how quick of a reaction Jeff had. "Thanks." I said looking up to him. I caught his side profile and noticed he had light blue eyes. His pupils where small as the sunlight hit against them. His Raven black hair fell loosely in front of his face. "This is smile." He smiled and seemed to ignore my gratitude. Jeff unraveled me from his arms and I looked at the husky that was sitting patiently, wagging his tail in excitement. "He's cute." I smiled and extended my hand to touch the dog. It wasn't long before smile jumped up on me almost knocking me to the ground. "Come on...I have something else to show you." Jeff said walking ahead. I dusted off my pants and hesitantly followed, smile close behind smelling around and finally trotting to walk beside Jeff.

We walked aimlessly through the forest, or at least that's what it felt like to me. I was just following Jeff and smile, I had no clue as to where we were going or what Jeff was gonna show me. I looked at the back of Jeff's head. His messy raven hair went in all directions. I couldn't help but wonder about anything and everything he said to me. He looks like a really rough and tough person yet...I feel like he soft. I know it's strange but I feel like I know him, I feel like I know everyone but I can't quite place it. It's like seeing someone of the street for a split second but then seeing them again later in the day. It's so strange.

Suddenly I felt a rush of a headache come over me. My knees buckled and and my head throbbed intensely making me groan in pain as I fell to my knees, my stomach had a sharp pain as well. I was about to call to Jeff but I felt his hand in my shoulder. "Y/n, are you alright." He asked panicking. "Y-yeah...I-I think so." I groaned. "You don't sound so good." He mumbled. "I just-...can we just take a minute please." I struggled for words. "Yeah sure, where do you want to go?" He asked. I lifted my head and looked around before looking to Jeff. He seemed to be studying me and looking at me quizzingly. "Over there?" I asked using my head to gesture towards an opened field of grass and flowers he chuckled content and nodded before gently wrapping his hand around my arm and effortless pulling me to my feet, once again putting his arm around my waist to support me. "Lean on me." He stated like I didn't have a choice. I hardly leaned on him. "Why did you laugh?" I asked slightly turning to look at him. We walked towards the field. "Because...I knew you'd choose this spot." He smiled down at the ground. I don't think he realized I was looking at him. I furrowed my eyes at him and cracked a half smile. "You're weird." I chuckled. He turned to look at me with that same look he gave me when I first woke up...love struck. "I know." He replied