I walked out of the house passing by Sky who was still leaning into the car hood. Ignoring the butterflies in my stomach, I walk faster to my car.
"Maria." He says making me stop. I don't look back I just freeze in place.
"I want to believe all what you said... But I need some time." Sky said from behind me. I could feel he came closer to me as he spoke though I didn't change position.
Once he was done, I nodded knowing that he saw me and continued to my car.
I got inside and drove to the nearest club. Though it was still around 4 or 5, i entered the club asking for a whiskey and gulped it down. Yikes did it burn!
I swallowed another cup then another then another loosing count but I couldn't care less... I had to forget everything I want to live in my own reverie. And at some point, everything was good again. Everything was fine I was with Sky in my own world we were happy together.
I tried to walk out of the club loosing my balance at several opportunities and got into the car. There I saw the two girls still waiting.
"Hey what did you tell me your numbers were? Four and seven?" I ask
"Four and ten man." The girl sitting next to me says.
"Yeah well then we'll have to go with that for now. I guess I can't remember your names at the spot." I say.
"Okay now I'm gonna try to drive very slowly." I say laughing as my vision is getting blurrier by the second.
"WATCH OUT!" The girl next to me yells.
"I saw him Jesus Christ..." I say as I stop letting the honking guy pass. I dip him my finger as the girls in the car share a worried expression.
"Maria can I drive?" Ten asks me.
"Don't be silly I can drive." I say as I lay my head on the wheel. "I'm just a little bit tired and..." Suddenly I started to cry my eyes out.
"HUSHH don't cry Maria we'll help you. come on now let me drive." Ten says as she helps me to her place and takes the place behind the wheel.
As we drove, ten and four (or seven I don't even recall I guess I'm just too drunk) start to talk about where we should go. But I hush them off as I try to sleep. I lay my head on the window and watch out the window as I see a car speeding our way.
"TEN WATCH OUT!!!" I yell making ten stir the wheel and hit a car coming the other sense. And once again a familiar filling hit me. I was thrown into darkness.
*Yas's POV*
That's the end. I watch the doctor with tears as he moved his head right and left sadness covering it.
"I'm sorry we could do nothing to save her. Two accidents one after the other... I really am very sorry." The doctor says. I just nod my head not being able to talk.
"WHY?? Why God why??? WHO FUCKING HIT HER??" Maya yells next to me frustrated.
"What actually is that Maria was drunk to the extent of hallucination. Once she claimed that a car was gonna hit them, the other female believed her stirring in the other direction and hitting another car. Out of the three people in the car only Maria passed. Again I present my condolences. Sorry for your loss." The doctor says again.
Sky was standing here and listening to everything but he just wouldn't move.
*2 days later*
We were standing in a church all surrounding Maria's coffin as we all went in turn and spoke to her for one last time. And then, it was my turn.
"Hey Maria, I say smiling through my tears. You know you look stunning in that white dress." Memories hit me hard. The lake, the fights with Lola, how she came back to me and then I lost her again.
"I just wanted to tell you that you were the sister that I never had. I'm so sorry it had to go this bad honey. Just know that I love you so much and I want you to sleep tight. Keep an eye on me and pray for me. I shall see you again in the after life or in heaven regardless. I just love you so much and you'll always be the best friend I'll never find again. Until i see you again, farewell." I say as I kiss her cheek for one last time look at her emotionless body for one last time and leave my place for Sky.
"Hey." I could hear him say. Then he bent down on one leg.
"I've always wanted to ask you this. I got you an engagement ring before you even became my girlfriend Maria. I always knew somehow that you were the one. So would you marry me?" Sky asked and looked down knowing he'll get no response.
"I miss you so bad baby girl. You were the reason I went to school in the first place. I love you more than breathing. I'll never love anybody else Maria. To me you are perfection. It will always be you forever and always it will be you. And if it's not you then it's no one else. I should've taken you the second you came back I should've kept you safe with me. But I guess now it's too late to regret that?? So now I bid you goodbye baby. Just remember that I'll always love you my heart will always beat your name. Until I see you again sugar." Sky slips the ring in Maria's hand and kisses it.
"that's my promise for you babe. You are all what I want in this universe I want no one else and for that, I'll wait impatiently for the day I meet you again when you'll be wearing a dress as beautiful and as white as this one and saying I do as you stare into my eyes. I love you so much. Goodbye." Sky pecks her lips for one last time and the prepay closes the coffin as he raises his hand to begin the prayer over her dead body.
Somewhere in the back of my mind I could feel Maria's presence. She was her with us and I could hear her laugh even yet I know it was just wishful thinking though it made me feel better and it gave me hope as if Maria was telling me I'll always watch you YAS I'm on your side. And for the first time since I lost her friendship I smile again for her.
THE ENDDDD!!!!
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Living a Double Life
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