In this world,
I sat alone,
Tear streaked eyes,
Seeking comfort.I yelled and screamed,
For any sort of companionship,
Nobody came,
Not ever.There were loud gunshots,
People killed,
Misfortunes,
I don't wanna be part of any.I screamed louder,
Knowing that no one would hear me,
I only strained my vocals,
Until they came.A group of 6 people,
All of them in colored capes,
Heroes had came,
Hopefully to light my way.But who am I for them to save me?
I'm nobody,
One useless person better off dead,
One heartless soul better off burning.I wished,
I hoped for me to be part of them,
I trained myself to be what I'm not,
To be like them.I wrapped capes around me,
Flying,
Trying to save what I can't,
Trying to help who I might.But I'm hopeless,
A bullet trough the hearts,
A distraction to the mind,
A pain to everyone.And they saved me,
They placed me on their shoulders,
Helped me fly,
Taught me that I need to be myself.I stitched a well woven friendship,
In all of them,
Trying to befriend them all,
Even if I knew I'd break them all.I loved them,
I knew that they'd leave me,
I know that I'd leave them,
But I still love them.For fate said that true friends must part,
Wise man says that friends come and go,
They said that friends will hurt you,
But I say that they'll leave rainbows at their wake.They might be in another galaxy,
A bigger one,
One with better stars,
One with a greater sun.I know that I'd be left alone again,
Why did I Even attach myself to them?
Why did I even want to be with them?
Why did I do that if I knew they'd leave?I guess I'm a stupid fool,
I'm stupid to attach myself to un-permanent things,
Or anything at all,
Since nothing is ever permanent, except death.They'd leave you alone,
Never come back,
Never return for you,
Never be there when you most needed them.Sometimes I wonder,
If there'd be something true,
Something that'd stay,
Something that'd rise sure a sun.I guess not,
Everything would fade away,
Hearts would stop beating,
Loves would disappear.Sometimes I think that I want to go first,
Disappear first,
But isn't that selfish?
The trait that I don't want to have.So in this world,
I sat alone,
Tear streaked,
Never forgetting.Never forgetting their smiles,
Never forgetting their quotes,
Never forgetting what started all the fights,
Never forgetting to love them.I started alone,
I'd die alone,
I no longer seek comfort,
They've comforted me enough.They placed roses in my heart,
Patching up the holes I've inflicted,
Stitching me up when I thought I was gone and broken,
Watering me when my humor was dry.I wanna thank them,
Thank them for whatever they've done,
For wherever they're now,
For they made me happy.It's time to say goodbye,
I'd close my eyes,
And forget this ever happened,
Hopefully I'd made you happy in the whole span of our friendship.Thank you and goodbye,
For the friendship that won't last,
For the hearts that stopped beating,
And the heart that patched up.May you all continue saving the world,
With all the greatness you have,
The mightiness within,
Goodbye and thank you for the never ending friendship.
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Goodnight, love
PoesíaThe thoughts that haunt your dreams at night as you lay in bed, eyes closed, but never really actually dreaming.