Goodnight, love

So Long and Farewell

Everyday I wish to be by your side,
Every minute, I wish that we could walk the same paths,
Every second, I wish that we could breath the same air,
I wish to be with you forever again.

I'm the beast making my nightmares,
You're the angel watching from above,
I clawed and forced out my way,
While you made your own path resolving things neatly.

You're the flower,
Guarding my grave,
Im the catcher,
Catching your dying petals.

We're a stark contrast,
That blend well together,
That ends well together,
And together we will be.

We are the yin and the yang,
The day and the night,
Making the world better,
Making our world better.

You're the cressendos to my pianisimos,
Completing me and my soul,
Completing the orchestra with our sounds,
Making the world smile.

You're the light,
I'm the shadow,
Stark contrasts that makes one beautiful,
Contrasts that completes a photo.

You're the poison in my blood,
I'm falling for you,
You've intoxicated me,
I never want to get rid of you.

My heart beating faster,
As the carousel moves around,
And I see you,
Smiling at me.

I've been strucked by cupid's arrows,
One arrow everytime you smile at me,
Tell me that you love me,
It just makes my heart explode.

My heart goes to war everytime I see you,
The power of 100,000,000 soldiers running,
Riding their galloping horses,
Are the thuds I feel when I see you.

You're the sun that dries me when I'm rainy,
You're the blanket that comforts me when I'm cold,
You're one of the best fishes in the sea,
One that should be freed by me.

But I don't wanna free you,
But it seems like I need to,
I need to pretend that you're not real,
To pretend that I never felt a thing.

I want to race after you,
Like how the autor of a book,
Would write words,
one chasing after another.

But I only end up tripping,
Bleeding,
Crying,
Scraping my skin.

After a few minutes of your wake,
A couple days after you left,
A couple weeks of you leaving the docks of my heart,
And a decade of me waiting for you to come back.

I realized that I can never be by your side,
I can never walk the same paths as you,
We could never be together,
And we won't bs forever again.

I bid you goodbye,
In a form of words,
I would never feel the horses,
Nor the 100, 000, 000 men marching.

That the orchestra won't be complete,
There'd be no flowers on my grave,
And I won't be seeking for another fish,
This is the story of us, so long and farewell.