Goodnight, love

Bird

Drowning in dark deep waters,
You pulled me out,
With a smile as wide as the horizon,
You saved me.

You were my hero,
You were my savior,
You are my love,
You are mine.

I remember my mother telling me not to go,
To the forest of nightmares,
A sugar coated darkness,
Claw marks and whispering voice.

But I thought it was okay,
For the claws haven't gotten me yet,
And the whispers are of the people around me,
And I am not alone.

I had thought that maybe momma was wrong,
As you held me close,
Telling me promises,
Kissing under the moonlight.

We were rebels,
Breaking laws at midnight,
When we know that the cops are gone,
We were free.

I was a tiny bird and you were a small boy,
You cared for me,
You loved me even,
And I wish this would never end.

I flew around,
Wind under my wings,
And you never stopped chasing,
Never stopped smiling.

We were on a roller coaster,
Going up and up and up,
Sure we had loops and fights,
But we are never going down.

Or so I thought,
But all small things grow up,
I was a blue Robbin and you were my hunter,
Chasing me for bounty.

You never stopped chasing,
Never stopped grinning,
But I have given up,
I have lost it all.

And you've shot me down,
Bullets crashing through crashing onto glass,
And I'm bleeding endlessly,
I'm dying, I'm falling.

Mother was right,
I was wrong,
I shouldn't have ventured in into the woods,
Especially under the moonlight.

What had happened to us?
Were the promises all a lie?
I thought I'd never stop loving,
Maybe we won't grow old together ever after all.

Like all rollercoasters,
We are now dropping down,
And our screams and tears won't end,
I used to love you.

I loved you so much,
But you're a thief,
You've stole my heart,
And you've left m panting.

So lost and in disguise,
The moon has been over thrown,
The clouds are in control,
I don't know where to go.

You used to be my Prince Charming,
Now your just a memory,
I should probably forget who you are,
But my heart wouldn't let me.

I was dumb to think that a beautiful guy like you,
Would ever see anyone like me as "beautiful",
Maybe all these are child's play yo you,
And now you're letting me go.

For I am only an extra,
In an act of Romeo and Juliet,
Because I saw you with another girl,
A girl who's way prettier than me.

You looked at each other,
Like we used to,
You spun her around,
Like you did to me.

Vivid memories,
Flashing like movie on a TV screen,
It hurts,
It hurts too much.

Have I not been enough for you?
Haven't I been trying my best to make you smile?
Haven't I danced a thousand pirouettes?
Tell me, what should I do?

I've done all I could,
I've smiled all I can,
I tried to be there when you're down,
I tried to care even when you don't.

Did you??
Did you even care for me??
Did you look for me when I was lost??
Did you ever cheer me on?

You were the only thing I had left,
You healed me,
Only to tear me up again,
You ran away with all that's left of me and you've left me dying.

You said that you'd jump and sacrifice for me,
You told me you loved me,
You told me a thousand promises,
All of which were lies.

You've left me believing,
That maybe one day I'll touch the skies,
But you ripped my arms,
And you laughed as I cried.

Did we have anything at all?
Or am I just a blind man?
Have I waited for too long?
Maybe I shouldn't have loved you after all.

I wonder if when you're with her you think about me,
Or do you tell lies about me,
Maybe you tell her how great I am,
Maybe you tell her about our stupid story.

I'm never going back,
I have given up,
Maybe one day I'll find someone better than you,
Would do more things than you.

And one day maybe you'll be finding a girl that's worthwhile,
And you'll grow old with her,
And you'll sing our songs to her,
And you will have your happy ever after.

Even as I Have given up,
And I'm not picking myself from the ground,
I'm happy that you've found her,
Even when you've stopped making me happy.

I don't want to say,
And I won't say,
That I don't love you anymore,
But don't.

Just like when you've moved on so fast,
Like jumping from cliff to cliff,
I have moved on too,
And I'm never going back.

Numerous calls I've received from you,
I won't pick them up,
Because I don't care anymore,
Goodbye to you, my old love.

I'll go my own way,
Dance my own pirouettes,
Smile at my own will,
And Never look back.

Broken bird,
Now free as winds,
I'm flying through,
No more flying back