An abomination

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Quietly,
Moving endlessly,
Through the shadows,
A place where no one could see me.

Whispering,
My thoughts, my fears,
My darkest memories,
So that no one would hear me.

Acting tough,
Hiding all the shattered glass,
"Who broke you?"
It wasn't me..

Proud strokes,
And proud twists,
Apparent pride,
A coat unreal.

They watch me,
With judging eyes,
For when I fall,
When I end it all.

The skies turn to night,
And the clouds shift away,
Breaking me slowly,
Losing my sanity.

Crying endlessly,
At nights of storm and shadows,
Wishing for everything to come back,
Make me smile again.

Trembling,
No one here to hold,
My heart hurts like hell,
And the ground is breaking up, pulling me in.

In to inevitable darkness,
Make sure that I won't ever see the light,
No more tears to waste,
No more pieces to lose.

For now I am the princess of darkness,
I rule like the sun commands the moon,
My heart is broken,
And my soul is no where near the light.

I hate the world and the people that resides,
I hate myself and all my flaws,
I hate how we can't be like gods,
How we can't do anything at all.

All that's left,
Is a broken shell,
A torn shadow,
Lost in my own hell.

I cry for help,
A lost princess with thorns for crowns,
That's been chained and shackled,
By the devil himself.

Quietly crying in the night,
Wishing for someone to hear,
Wishing for someone to help me,
Help bring back the light.

Dancing endlessly,
And endless set of pirouettes,
Broken calloused feet,
Someone save me.

Blindly looking for the light,
Looking for hope,
I'm so lost,
Traveling endlessly.

Once were robes are now rags,
Once an angle now the damned,
Once a hero now in distress,
Once was home now is lost.

Could anyone hear me,
As I sit here for eternity,
Chained and bleeding,
As the demons play before me.

Can anyone see,
The weight that my soul carry,
Can anyone feel,
That someone is right beneath their feet.

My heart slowly breaking more,
Nonexistent at all,
Just a black void,
Now I'm a demon, just like all the rest.

And they all ask,
"Why are you like this?,
Who had turned you into this?,"
A question so rhetorical.

Damn fools they are,
They could ask themselves,
What the did to me..
they're a demon walking on land, simply.

Be kinder,
Be sweeter,
My parents said,
But who could be so kind in a world so cruel?

You tell me,
I'm over being kind,
I'm over being the helpless one,
I'm over having to only love myself.

Now you all must pay,
To the moons and suns,
To the stars at sky,
And for what you've done to me.

Slowly all the darkness faded,
You appeared upon me,
Singing to me so dearly,
Telling me it's okay.

You sang of the birds and trees,
Watching over me,
And a girl in a red hood,
Running lost through woods.

And you hold me close to you,
Tell me it's okay,
Wiping my tears away,
For you'll be here with me. 

You were my knight in shining armor,
And I was the damsel in distress,
Of all the people why'd you save me?
I'm a monster amongst all the rest.

I'm a bird with a broken wing,
You could've ran and left me instead,
Aren't you afraid?
Of a girl so heartless and cold?

But you've never stopped loving me for me,
Even when people tell you not to,
Because I'm a monster,
All lost in the head.

Even still you pick roses,
Telling me that all would be fine,
You were my angle and I was your demon,
Can't you love someone instead?

Sang to me of constellations,
Of kids running free and wild,
The world never stopping to spin in motion,
But with you it seemed to stop time.

You were my sky,
My stars,
My whole galaxy,
You brighten me.

You paint me a whole damn picture,
I was your princess and you were my prince,
You were there when I can't go longer,
You were there when I feel like crashing.

You picked me up as your hand bled red,
You never cared how much you ached,
You only cared on how I was,
But that shouldn't be the case.

There are plenty much more pretty girls,
Dancing waltz and pirouettes,
Connecting stars gathering dreams,
While I'm a monster, a living nightmare.

Why me?
Is a question I'll ask forever,
As you promised to stay with me,
Till the grave and far beyond we will be.

And you told me as I was sleeping,
That all the nights rise to day,
All the black fades to white,
And all the wounds would heal one day.

Some nights I see you broken,
Crying in your bed,
I don't know what to do exactly,
But wish it was me instead.

You'd smile at me and tell me you are alright,
I'd wipe your tears away from your eyes as you watched me close,
You'd whisper to me how much you loved me,
You'd hold my hand and keep me warm.

But I know you're not,
all of us are just the same,
But you were my weeping angel,

Dancing waltz under the moonlight,
Singing me your lullaby,
You were my rose,
And I was your thorn.

A perfect boy,
An imperfect girl,
People stare at us,
"What an abomination"

But it doesn't matter,
For I love you,
And you love me,
Picture perfect we will be.

I don't care what they think of you,
I don't care if they don't like you,
But you are mine,
And mine you shall be.

Sunsets and sunrise,
Waves roared and years passed,
Even as we die we'd be together,
And everyone would be singing the story of us.

You and me,
People that shouldn't be meant to be,
The damned and the prince,
The beauty and the beast.

You and me, People that shouldn't be meant to be, The damned and the prince,The beauty and the beast

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