Goodnight, love

Chanined and Locked Up

Locked I sat,
Chained onto the walls,
Locked behind the door,
Unable to come out.

I started as free,
But now I'm tied down,
Unable to move,
Unable to speak.

They brought me here,
Those chains and spears pointing at me,
Daring me to speak out my thoughts,
Daring me to say a word.

I sat staring,
At the dungeon's vine covered walls,
Thinking of how free I used to be,
How my thoughts was well spoken.

But those days were over,
I can never go back to it,
Never feel the smile of anyone,
Because everything I say I'm rotten and unwanted.

I'm locked,
For trying to battle the dragon,
One that everybody believes in,
One that's tall and mighty.

The dragon that gave laws and lies,
The dragon that tore dreams,
The Dagon who made unfulfilled promises,
The dragon who has a facade of a kind god.

They brought me here,
Alone,
Unwanted,
Chained.

I screamed with a voice of 300 men,
Yelling to be freed,
Yelling for freedom,
Yelling to soar the skies again.

Then they came,
Heroes of the land,
Saviors of life,
The golden ones.

They killed it,
Killed the dragon,
With their flames,
And their mighty sword.

They get cheers,
While I get locked up,
How is this fair?
We did the same thing.

I yell louder,
The flames in me roaring,
The voice yelling for justice,
Yelling for them to be fair.

I want to kill them,
The Saviors,
How could they be so perfect?,
Why not me?

But I can't,
For the people of this land,
Would think I'm a lion in disguise,
Ready to devour.

For they were once my friends,
To kill them was to be a traitor,
And a traitor I shall not be,
Even if there was the urge to.

I sat silent,
For every wound marks I get,
I scream louder,
Louder for them to stop.

But they won't,
Because everybody,
All of them,
Thinks that they're better and they are.

So I scream,
I scream until I can't,
Until their forced to cut my tongue off,
Until they're forced to kill me.

And I won't stop,
Befriending them,
Befriending the hero,
I won't even try to hurt them.

Because I can't,
My heart won't let me,
Trough my wound I couldn't see,
And I'm forced not to by our friendship.

I'm cursed by our friendship,
But I love it,
Because from deep down,
I know you didn't mean it.

It's the day I die,
I scream for the last time,
Under the executioner's blade,
And soon I will bleed.

They pushed me over,
Replacing my body with theirs,
"What were you thinking?!"
Was the last words they said.

I thought that when this day come,
I'll be happy,
No tears would streak my face,
Nothing would stain my soul.

But I was wrong,
I realized that we were even,
That there wasn't really a "better one",
Because we're all the same.

You are a hero,
A hero that faded away,
And I'm a monster,
A selfish one at that.

I need release me,
And think that there'd always be someone better than me,
And accept that I'm not the best,
That I am not the highest.

This is why my pride is low,
It gets hurt and belle ding starts,
Once it bleeds it's hard to stop,
And I would change.

There'd be a day,
And that day is coming fast,
That I'd die,
And I'll feel that our friendship never existed.

But it did,
And I'll never forget it,
Until the day that I live,
Until the last breath I take.

Until our days are over,
Until I have come to an end,
You would be remembered as a hero,
By everyone and I.