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The darkness blinds me, Pulling me down, Swims all around me, Drowning me in.
A billion times I was close to death, To his cold hands, His inevitable atmosphere, With memories I won't be able to forget.
I persuaded myself to win this game, To live with this game, To draw my swords, And get in a hand-in-hand combat.
Every spark of light from the wildly crashing blades, I think that I can't go further, I pant and force myself to breathe, I urge myself that I could do this.
But you came, Ever glowing, Ever charismatic, My strong little star.
You who glows ever so strong, Ever so "grand" as you put it, Never dimming down, Never pausing.
You who's thoughts, Are stars, That, as you said, You can't fantom into constellations.
But I'm sure you could, You formed constellations on me, Pieced me back together, Lighten my everything up.
Listen here, my love, I'm the sky, Ever so huge and endless, Blackness, my pain never ending.
Even if you dimmed down, Day by day, Little by little, You'd say that you're "Grand" and forced your light to glow.
You fell in love to a girl before me, To a morning sky, You gave your heart to her, Staying for her till she sees the glow of your rays no more.
You said that it was a privilege, To have your heart broken by me, Though I've said some things that pierced trough, I'd never stop loving you.
You're a warrior at heart, my love, You died for a good cause, However you think you didn't, But you did.
There are infinities, Far greater than others, Our infinity was fairly small. But it was definitely greater deep down here.
Maybe 'Okay' can be our 'always', Okay, You would never be erased from my heart, Okay.
I watch, As your glow dimmed and faded, To things that are barely visible, Until I can no longer see you, anywhere.
I still remember those days, Where you would throw jokes at me, When your were a big fan of metaphor, Those days would never be forgotten, by me, at least.
I stayed by you, As you grow thinner and thinner, Not looking like the boy I fell in love with, But I know your deep down there, somewhere.
I see your shadows moving away, Your wake leaving me a trail of tears, I will forever picture you as you are and as you were, For you have painted a picture of two yet one and the same.
It'd be you and I even after death, I'd been thinking about you since that day, Even if you went where that capital-S Somewhere would be, But I'll be there someday, looking for you.
Await me Augustus, I'll be there soon, Maybe you could stay grand, Forever, never ending.
(Poem tribute to "The Fault in Our Stars" by John Green)
