texting is forbidden

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Mei smiles softly at me
as we share our lunch
on the cold concrete stairs

I sit silently and let her eat 
My eyes are downcast 
and glazed over
because I'm thinking
about the new baby
about our broken family

"Haru-chan,"
She puts her plastic fork down
but I don't look up
"Haru-chan, do you have mobile?"

I snap my head up
and frown
my heart beats frantically
and I know I'm being dumb
I know I'm over reacting
There's no way she'd know
about Aunt Eevie's gift

"No," I breathe, "I don't."

"Oh, okay. I have mobile.
I wanted to give my number."


She goes through a mime
and I understand that she wants  
to call me
to check up on me
and I think,
with a steady dread,
how Father would react

if he found out.

I remember back to 
one evening
when we were eating together,
watching TV.

The news that a certain country
banned young girls 
from owning mobile phones
blared on the tiny screen

And I remember
like it was yesterday
the way he laughed,

"Yeah, that's how it should be.
Mobiles just distract women 
from important things.
Like cooking 
Like taking care of family.
Women don't need mobiles."

I would never tell him

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