splintering

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My heart splinters
like dry, rotting wood
when I hear the news that
Father and Aoi are coming back
in two days

Because that means
Aunt Eevie, Zaina and quiet, lanky Miho
will have to go back
will have to leave us
to the neglect 
to the loneliness
to the glares
to the fights


The thought makes me feel sick
makes my eyes burn and prickle
makes me want to crawl 
into Aunt Eevie's half packed suitcase
and beg her to smuggle Suki and I
back with her
to Japan
to safety

I feel hollow
but time waits for no one
so I stuff my feet 
into my school shoes,
grab my umbrella,
and shoulder my way
out of the front door
down the driveway
before breaking out into a run

My lungs are heaving
and my heart
flutters in my chest
like a trapped bird


by the time I reach the school gates
the hems of my trousers
are damp with puddle water
and my face
is damp with tears 



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