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"You're a liar."

"You're emotionless."

"You have a heart of stone"

because I don't cry

in front of people.

Mother and Father and Aoi

have never seen

my tears.

So they say things like this.

Not to my face,

never to my face.

But I understand.

It's not a mistake, or accidental.

Showing weakness,

being vulnerable,

Zeira has.

She might not remember the morning

When I'd cried so bitterly

above her cot

wishing and yearning

to play again

under the blue skies of my homeland

Everything feels foregin

and just when I believed I could

adjust, fit in and conform

I'm picked up

and dropped into

unfaltering darkness

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I'm sorry for the long delay, a lot of family issues and personal problems started to pile up so I couldn't update as regularly as I'd have wished.

Also, I'm in a much brighter place in my life right now. So writing StM is a bit hard because it takes me back to the darker times. But I want to complete it because my story has turned out better and brighter than I could've imagined and I want you to have a little hope in yourself when you read StM (๑ơ ₃ ơ)♥

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