Cold Blooded

Chapter 17- un denial

Chapter 17- Undenial

Keya Written 

Jamal

I don't think I went to sleep at all because of the thought of me exposing myself to someone other than Ronnie brittles my mind . I'm ashamed of myself . I arose out of bed and went straight to the shower even though it was 5 something in the morning . I need to get my mind off of what I had done and I know I will need to tell Ronnie about it before it eats my conscience alive .

After showering and caring for the rest of my hygiene , I went to dress myself . Ronnie was still sleeping comfortably in our bed . I put on a pair of Nike shorts with a black wife beater along with a pair of Nike socks and slides . I wandered around the room in search of my keys , wallet , and phone . I tried not to make any sudden noises without waking her up . Once I found all I need , I rushed downstairs and flee out the door .

Before I could even reach my car , I dialed Liberty's number . I know she gone have a mouth full because it's so early in the morning . I got inside my car and waited on her to answer .

"Let me tell you how lucky you are that I wasn't actually sleep . Bitch nigga it better be a emergency like no other while you're calling me at 5:46 in the mother fucking morning!" She screeched .

"Liberty calm down ! I'm sorry okay . I just really need you right now." I know I sound like a bitch but I need guidance . I reversed out of my yard and started driving to no where in particular .

"If it's sexual healing , Ronnie is there . If it's medical attention , the hospital is there-"

"I cheated on Ronnie." I said a little too loudly .

She paused for a minute . "Hello?"

"If you need protection , the police station is 67.8 miles from your place-"

"Come on Liberty stop playing! I'm coming to get you."

"What the fuck you mean? I'm here for a reason Jamal!" She yells to the top of her lungs .

"But I need you!"

"Stop acting like a fucking baby! You knew what the fuck you were doing! You scared that Ronnie gone come for your ass?! Well that's fucking sad cause you deserve that shit! She's been none but a good girl to you and you gone crawl into your fuck boy tendencies and be a fucking fuck boy . Why the fuck you want to play with her heart! No need to come crying to me now cause you're fucked boy! You're fucked all the way up niggaa!" I sighed as I reached a stop light . While Liberty continued to yell at me , I looked over to my side to see a fine redbone in the passenger seat with a pair of earphones in her ear . She was slightly bopping her head back and forwards , I guess in tuned to what she was listening to .

"That's why I'll be damned if I give my pussy to any nigga cause y'all some fuck boys who concentrates on their dicks!"

"Liberty shut the fuck up! I know I fucked up man . Damn I regret it." I told her .

"Was the sex good?" Liberty asks .

I looked back over to the redbone to see her looking back at me . Her grey eyes were hypnotizing .

"I didn't have sex with her." I said sorta absentmindedly .

"Then what did you do?"

"I just received some head." The light turned green and I sped off .

"Ooh . Getting head from another female isn't cheat." My eyes widen at her statement .

"The hell! It is Liberty." I frowned .