Can you Feel my heart?

Low {Kellin}

When I woke up Matty was sitting on the end of my bed. he startled me. I fell out of bed, my blankets twisting up around me. I groaned when I hit the floor. Matty looked down at me. 

"We have a problem." 

I looked at him blinking. 

"What? Why can't you wait until the morning?" 

Matty stood up, pacing in front of my dresser. 

"Fucking Oliver is the problem." 

I sat up. 

"He got caught?" 

Matty's hands went to his head, a frustrated sigh slipped out of his mouth.

"No. He didn't even make it into his fucking yard! Fuentes stopped him." 

I rubbed my eyes. 

"Ok so he can just do it again. How is this our problem?" 

"He knows." 

My eyes widened. My hands plopped down in my lap. 

"Well. Shit." 

I pulled myself on to my bed. 

"How do you know?" 

"He called me." 

"And you answered?" 

He looked at me, gauging my stupidity. 

"No you idiot. He left me a voice mail." 

He held out his phone. 

"How dumb are you two? Of all the places in this fucking town you send him to my house? Really? And you think I wouldn't find out? How could you to be so fucking cruel? You've done enough. And don't you remember what happened to Alan and David when they got caught up with me? Don't think I'm going to let this go. Not in your fucking dreams. I may be in California right now but I promise that I can make things very, very bad for you." 

I looked at Matty. 

"We're fucked." 

"Not necessarily." 

I looked at him, my eyes serious. 

"Matty the first time was funny but we are going to get in serious trouble this time." 

He glared at me. 

"So you're fucking backing out now? After you helped him almost get raped?" 

I looked at my hands. 

"It just doesn't feel right to hurt him just because we want to get at Austin." 

Matty continued to pace. 

"What if we have him hit somewhere else? Like maybe. Fuck I don't know. Help me think." 

I stood up.  

"No." 

He stopped. 

"What?" 

"I said no. I'm not doing it anymore. You can tell Alan whatever you want to tell him but I'm so done. We were stupid to think that He wouldn't find out about this now. And even if he actually had gotten in and caught, do you really think that he would go down for it? Austin trusts him. And I know that he would come for us." 

I sat down, looking at my hands. 

"Besides." 

I said softly. 

"You didn't see him that night. He was, he was like an animal. I've never seen someone act so primal. It was scary as fuck. And what stopped him from hurting me and Fish. He was out of control. I've known him almost all of my life and I have never seen him so angry. We need to stop this or we will be at the end of that rage." 

Matty didn't say anything. I looked at him. He sat on the edge of my bed with a huff. 

"So what do we do?" 

I looked at my wall, thinking. 

"I don't know."