Like Im Gonna Lose You( A Gareth Bale Fanfiction) [Completed]

Chapter 77

I walked toward the table cause I didn't have the strenght to hear more from their conversation.
- Have you found them ?
Aaron asked me.
- Yes, they are outside. They'll come.
I replied sitting down my chair trying to forget what have just happened.

Gareth's pov
I looked at Mia wanting to murder her. I was pretty sure she was the reason that Jane was sad. And I couldn't handle it. I couldn't handle that Jane was sad.
- Answer me Mia. Have you talked about Sergio ?
- Why is it so important ?
She asked and she paled.
- Just answer to me.
I yelled at her.
- I promised Jane not to tell you what we discussed.
She said looking down.
- Fuck the promises now!
I shouted once more knowing that she was scared.
- But I promised her Gareth.
- Please Mia it's important.
- Why ?
- Cause there are things that you don't know.
- Tell me then.
- I can't.
- I won't tell you then.
She replied her eyes on mine.
- Mia, I'm starting to lose my temper answer me or I'm going to tell Jane that you had already told me what you discussed and she will believe me.
I said trying to be as persuasive as possible.
- Fine, but promise me you won't tell Aaron.
- Okay.
I said rolling my eyes at her.
- She asked me a few things about Sergio....
- And ?
I asked her being impatient.
- I told her about..... my crush on him, your help with that....
- Fuck....
I said afraid of this answer.
- Nothing else....
She said looking worried.
- Okay Mia....
- What now ?
She asked.
- Nothing.
- No, you'll tell me. You promised.
- I didn't.
- Just tell me.
- You shouldn't have told her all these.
- Why ? Wtf is so important ?
- They are exes Mia.
- What ?
- Sergio and Jane.... are exes.

Jane's pov
I waited impatiently in the table and they came toward us. Gareth dissappointed and Mia being pale and avoiding eye contact with me.
- Let's go Jane.
Gareth said taking my hand gently.
- Go where ?
I asked trying to understand how he was feeling.
- I should leave you to your hotel.
- And what about the dinner ?
- Just come with me Jane.
He said saying good night to his teammates and lead me out of there. I tried to look at Mia but I couldn't see her eyes.
- Why are we leaving ?
I asked him.
- Cause you don't feel well.
He said without looking at me.
- I'm fine Gareth. It's rude for both of us to leave like that!
- I don't care Jane.
He said leading me to his car.
He drove me to the hotel without saying a word. He wasn't mad..... he was dissappointed...he was sad.
I made him sad. I always make him sad. I'm a terrible girlfriend.
- So that was it ?
I asked looking at him.
- Jane..... you shouldn't have talked with Mia. That's why I didn't want you to meet.... Mia is crazy..... she...
- She is in love with Sergio.
I said surprising him.
- Yes, because he was the first one to fuck with!
Gareth said getting angry.
- And if so ? She is in love with him. But I don't care about Mia neither about her relationship with Sergio. It's you that I don't get.
- What do you mean ?
He asked.
- You tried to make me break up with Sergio so Mia to have a chance with him....
I said still not able to believe it.
- That happened before ages Jane.
- Yes, and I just learned it.
- Why do you even care about it ? Your relationship with Sergio is over.....unless...
I could hear the fear in his voice.
- Unless what ?
I asked ready to burst out in tears.
- Unless you still have feelings for him.
He said his blue eyes locked on mine.
- I don't and I don't think I ever had.
- You're lying Jane.
- No, I'm not. I always liked you.
He didn't respond.
- Please just leave Jane. I can't handle it.
- Gareth....
I took his face in my hands. I made him look at me.
- Let it go Jane.
- I can't. I love you.
- You don't. You love Sergio. You love him. And I don't get why. He was never nice with you neither with any girl. What's with him ? Why does he make you happy ?
- He doesn't Gareth. I never liked him even when we were dating.
He looked at me. He came closer to me. I mentally begged him to kiss me. I wanted his lips on mine. I wanted his hands all over me....
- You need to rest Jane. Leave....
- Gareth......
- Please....
He said and I left. He didn't want me there. I get that.

I layed in the bed. I was crying. I couldn't sleep. Gareth was mad at me. He should be. It's like I'm playing with him. But I'm not. I love him. I really do. I never liked Sergio....okay maybe just a little.... but even that little was for a while. I wore Gareth's jersey. If I couldn't have him, I wanted something to remind me that he was here....with me.... all the time....I close my eyes.....Hoping that I manage to dream of him.....