Like Im Gonna Lose You( A Gareth Bale Fanfiction) [Completed]

Chapter 109

We headed back to the others and I saw Sergio's ironic smile. Ausshole!
- Is everything alright ?
Adele asked smiling.
- Yes, everything's fine.
Gareth replied looking at me worringly.
- So, Gareth does your girlfriend allow you to travel ?
Sergio asked but Gareth ignored him.
I gave him the death stare trying to make him understand that he should shut the fuck up.
- Jane, relax. It's not that bad. Besides we will take care of Gareth.
Adele said smiling.
That was the problem, my dearest Adele. I don't want you to take care of him.
Sergio looked at me and I think he finally understood that this was not so funny.

- Should I let Sergio enter ?
My mom asked me coming into my room.
- Is Sergio here ?
I asked panicked.
- I can tell him to leave.
My mother said.
- No, let him in.
I said. I wanted some company after what happened today. Although I knew that Sergio shouldn't be the company.
I was a mess. With my pajamas and my hair all over my face.
- Can I enter ?
Sergio said knocking on my door.
- Come.
I replied and I was prepared for his stupid comments.
- I can leave if you want to.
He said and he sat on my bed.
- What is it ?
I asked.
- I just came to see you.
He said smiling.
- Great.
I responded.
- No, seriously. I was worried about you. What was Gareth thinking ? I would have told you that immediately.
I looked at him.
Whatever Sergio....
- You haven't even said that you were dating Mia while we were dating and you would say that ?
I asked my voice shaking. It was killing me. The fact that he had cheated on me so many times was killing me.
- Are you still thinking of it ?
He asked looking at me.
- Well, yes.
- But you said that you never had feelings for me. So why do you care ?
I looked at him. Why really ? I was crazy.
- I need some alone time Sergio. Would you mind ...?
Actually I didn't need any alone time. I needed someone to talk to.
- Okay, I'm leaving....
He said and he turned to leave from my bed.
- Wait.
I said grabbing his hand.
- What ?
He asked looking at my hand.
- You can stay.... a little more.
I said and I let his hand.
He smirked.
- I'll stay if you want me to.
He said looking at me from my hair to toe.
- Stop staring at me.
I said.
- I'm sorry... I was just thinking. When you wake up in the morning you look like that ?
- Kind of.
I replied not sure that I had understood his question.
- You are hot. I would really like to see you waking up like that.
He said and I throw a pillow at him.
- Fuck off Sergio. I have a boyfriend.
- A boyfriend that doesn't even tell you that he's leaving tomorrow.
- What will your girlfriemd think that you are here now ?
I asked wanting to make him feel bad.
- Stop it Jane. At least my girlfriend informed me that she is travelling to England tomorrow.
He said looking at my lips.
- And do you trust her ?
I asked him trying to make him stop staring at my lips.
- Yes. And you should trust Gareth too.
- I trust him.
I said.
- So, is it yourself that you don't trust ?
Sergio asked and I thought of his question.
No...I trusted myself. Didn't I ?
- You can leave now.
I said because he gave me something to think of.
- Do you want me to leave ? Because previously.....
I took his hand and leaded him to my door.
- Leave.
I said.
- Fine Jane. Relax.
He said and touched my chin.
- I said leave.
- I make you feel weird. Don't I ?
He said smirking.
- Fuck.....
I began to say but he interrupted me.
- No, need of you to curse.
He said coming closer to me.
- Leave Sergio. Just leave. I am begging you. I may do something that I don't want.
- Like ?
- Like kiss you.
- You know Jane, for two people to kiss they must both of them want to.
I could feel his breathe. I was so fucking mad at Gareth that I could kiss Sergio just to calm down. But no. I don't kiss someone just to kiss him.
- Leave Sergio. I won't tell it again.
I said and for once in his life he obeyed.
- If that's what you want.
He said exciting my room.
What was wrong with me ? I didn't have feelings for Sergio. But it was something else that made me consider of him kissing me.
I layed in my bed. He was sitting here just a while before. He said that I was hot with these pajamas although I knew I was looking terrible. He asked me if I trusted myself...and the answer was clear to me. Of course I trusted Gareth. He wasn't going to cheat on me or something. But as far as myself was concerned....no. Sergio was right. I didn't trust myself. Not at all.