I Don't Believe In Love - under revision-

Chapter 31

Chapter 31
Jerome POV

I sat across my best friend, seeing him try to process what I just told him.

He still hasn't looked at me.

"So.. Where is she.." Mitch asked. I haven't seen his face since I told him about what he did last night. He sounded like he was trying to hold in tears.

I couldn't answer him. He looked up his cheeks were stained with silent tears. "Where is she Jerome?! Where's my girl?!" He yelled at me. He started to cry really loudly. Almost as if he was having a panic attack.

I looked at Vanessa who was watching from the Kitchen. "No one knows, she just disappeared. And she is not your girl anymore." She said. It hurt to lie to him but.. He needs to understand the damage he made.

"I-I'm going t-to my room." He managed to choke out.

"You may not want to go in there yet. It's messy. Just go to a guest room." I said. He stood and went up the stairs hiding his face.

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Mitch POV

I opened the door to my bedroom and walked in. There was slight blood stains on the carpet and the wall was broken. Some remains of glass were still visible, reflecting off the light coming through the window.

I sat in my gaming chair and started to cry. Which eventually turned to sobs. I had lost the most important thing I had in my life.

I lost my girlfriend and our baby.

I lost my entire world in less than a day because I was to arrogant to apologize for recognizing a old girl I used to talk too.

I sat staring at my monitors trying to think about what to do.

I turned on my computer and went on Youtube. I needed to record a video.

My last video. I wouldn't be able to record anymore.. My channel is falling behind as it is.

"Hey doods what's going on its Mitch here. I just wanted to apologize for the lack of videos and content on my channel. I wanted to record this video to say I'm quitting YouTube." Tears started to stream down my face when I was thinking of what to say next.

"I lost someone very important to me and I just don't have any motivation to continue making content anymore. I'm sorry guys. With much love, thank you for everything. Goodbye." I was crying by the end of the video.

I didn't even bother editing. I just uploaded it straight to my channel.

I locked my bedroom door and laid on my bed. It hurts me even to think, the last time I shared this bed wasn't even with her.

I grab my pillow and scream into it as loud as I could. I screamed until my voice was hoarse. I still hadn't stopped crying.

I grabbed my phone and typed a message to her. "I'm sorry baby girl. Please talk to me."

I turned on my Xbox and put on Family guy to get my mind off of her. I let my thoughts wander though. They wandered to her. Each thought causing my breathe to become more ridged.

Tears started to fall again when I thought about what I was going to ask her. I stood up and went into my closet. I tiptoed and pulled down a bag from the top shelve.

I had bought this a long time ago but the timing never seemed right to give it to her. I remember I was going to ask her to marry me on one of the firsts dates we went on together.

Jerome had told me to hold off for a while. Recently, I had thought about asking her, but the moment never showed it self and I guess now it never will.

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Lisa POV

My mom arrived at the airport to pick me up. The car ride home was just a giant explanation and her saying I could stay as long as I would like.

I turned my phone off airplane mode and my phone started having a spasm. Message after message.

Vanessa: "I'm going to miss you so much."

"I can go stay with you if you would like."

"I love you and please just be safe. Message me if you ever need anything I'm here."

Jerome: "I'm so sorry Lisa."

Mitch: "I'm sorry baby girl. Please talk to me."

I replied to Jerome and Vanessa and I turned my phone off. When we got home I told my mom I was going to sleep because I haven't slept in a day.

I went up to my old room and changed into some flannel PJs with a black t shirt. I got under my comforter and rubbed my tummy.

"We have been though so much in this month haven't we?.. I can't wait to finally meet you. Maybe having you in my arms will take me out of this depression I'm falling into. I love you so much. When your older, I hope you never think that any of this was your fault."

I started to think about baby things which eventually let me drift to sleep.
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Vanessa POV

"Jerome I don't know what to do. I can't stand looking at him without wanting to murder him or something." I said to my boyfriend.

It felt so weird to see Mitch around without Lisa. "I know baby girl and I'm sorry, he does live here though, I can't kick him out." He explains.

"Vanessa I'm sorry I make you feel that way." Mitch showed up from the Kitchen and stood in front of Jerome and I.

"Well you did destroy my bestfriend." I said coldly. I see a flash of pain across his face. He looked down.

"I decided to go back to Montreal for now. I can't stand being here in this place always thinking. This way it works out for the both of us." Mitch said.

He looked like he has been siting in his own tears for months when it's only been less than a day.

"I'm leaving tonight." He finished. He turned and left up the stairs.

I didn't know it then but that was the last time I would hear from Mitch for the next few months.