In the newest episode, Mindful Education, when Steven's fears and failures were there, Jasper, Bismuth, and Ruby. They were made up separate little butterflies which I think are stresses and fears, which all formed a single bigger fear or failure, like all those small butterflies made up something as big as a fear of Jasper.
But after all of that, Steven's fears made Rose.
Why would Steven be afraid of Rose, which is what the butterflies seem to represent, something that they are afraid of or stressed about.
So why in the world would Steven be afraid/stressed about Rose.
I think it's because that Steven honestly thinks that his existence is a crime. After all his birth destroyed Rose, and the Crystal Gems talk about Rose all the time, because they miss her.
Steven really thinks that he would have been better off never existing, because at least than Rose's death wouldn't be on his shoulders.
YOU ARE READING
Steven Universe Oneshots
FanficHello and welcome to a book consisting of Steven Universe! The chapters range from headcanons, to short stories, and mostly angst. And ships. Have fun reading! (half of this is angst i lied, lapis is my son, garnet should be ruby x sapphire's ship...
