Imagines ➙ Dolan Twins

hate that i love you [e]

i'm attempting something. let me know what you think

i hate u i love u by gnash is one of my favourite songs, and i suggest you listen to it while reading this
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feeling used but i'm still missing you

you laid in bed, sad. ethan had played you like a doll. after everything the two of you had been through, you realized it was all a lie. he never loved you. you missed him though. even if he didn't love you, you had some good days. some genuine laughs.

just wanna feel your kiss against my lips

you softly brushed your lips with your fingers. you craved ethan's touch, and his kiss. he had been such a big part of your life, and you weren't ready to let him go.

and now all this time is passing by. but i still can't seem to tell you why. it hurts me every time i see you. realize how much i need you

you see ethan around all the time. he has a new girl now. you don't know exactly who she is, but you always see ethan kissing her cheeks and wrapping his arm around her waist. you missed him more than he knew, and you'd never be able to tell him.

i hate you i love you, i hate that i love you. don't want to, but i can't put nobody else above you
i hate you i love you, i hate that i want you, you want her, you need her and i'll never be her

you were still in love with ethan dolan, even if he never loved you. you hated that you still loved him because of all the things he had done. he had lied. he was a jerk. but you still loved him. you saw the good in him.

i miss you when i can't sleep, or right after coffee, or right when i can't eat

ethan laid awake in bed, not able to go back to sleep. he got out of his bed, and strolled into his kitchen. out of everything he had to do today, only one thing was on his mind.
you.

i miss you in my front seat, still got sand in my sweaters, from nights we don't remember

ethan got into his car, ready to officially start his day. he looked over at the passenger side of his car, and realized you'd never sit there again. one of your sweaters was on the floor in the backseat, small grains of sand falling off it from the last time the two of you went to then beach. ethan picked it up. it still smelled like you and ethan wanted to cry as he inhaled your scent.

he had found another girl just to try and get over you, but it wasn't working. he had made you believe he didn't love you, just so you could move on easier. ethan was horrible to you, and he hated himself everyday for it.

do you miss me like i miss you?

you craved ethan. you were still in love with him.

and little did you know that he was in love with you.
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im actually in love with this. i hope you guys like it :))