Ashamed || MagCon fanfic

Ch. 31 - "I like you."

AN: okay first off! I did not copy anyone else's books! I just got a few ideas from it, so the one person who keeps pm-ing me saying I copied the "cdls" or "crls" is not true!

i just got a few ideas from it! I am not copying the whole person's book! the people who write those books are my favourite writers!

but anyways, ily guys, the ones who have been reading! that one person who still reads this book! ily, so here is your chapter

• Rachael POV •

Matthew had just explained to me what really happened, and honestly, I could feel more bad than I did earlier.

I should have just let him explain from the start. I knew Matthew wasn't the guy to cheat, I should have just listened.

"Rachael?" He asked. I looked at him. "Are you fine?" He asked. He knows I don't like the word 'okay'. "Yeah, just thinking, I'm sorry." I said. "Thinking about what?" He asked.

I didn't know if I should tell him or not, was this too early? Do I need time to rethink this?

"Uhm– you." I told him. I quickly looked away. I heard him chuckle. "Good or bad?" He asked. I shrugged, "I don't really know." I looked at him and he was smiling.

That's not the expression I'd though he'd have.

"Why are you smiling?" I asked. "Not to be mean." I added cause it sounded like that. "You were thinking of me." He said. I smiled.

I never realized how much he loved me, he's so obsessed with me

I looked away, "You don't even know why I was thinking of you." I mumbled. He laughed, "What was that?" He asked. I shrugged still looking away.

"Uhm, Rache?" I heard. We both looked up. It was Nash. "Can I talk to you?" He asked me. I nodded and slowly got up.

"Wait." Matthew said. I looked back at him. "Will you still come back?" He asked. I started laughing, "Well I have no choice, it is my seat." I said. He chuckled nodding.

I followed Nash to the back of the plane and he looked nervous.

"I want to apologize." He started. I raised an eyebrow. He's never done anything bad to me. "You know, for what happened in Illinois." He added. I sighed, remembering that day.

"I was just jealous of you and Matt." He said. "Nash, that was like a few weeks ago, why are you still thinking about it?" I asked. For real, it was weeks ago. I let it go, so why didn't he? 

He sighed, "Rachael, I like you." He said.

And ladies and gentlemen, there's your answer.

I was speechless, I didn't know what to say. "I get that you and Matt just broke up not too long ago, but, I'm hoping you would give me a chance?" He said. I looked up at him and he looked so desperate, I couldn't say no.

"Nash–" I sighed, but he cut me off. "It's okay if you don't want to.. Hayes is the better looking Grier anyways." He sighed, rolling his eyes.

I watched as he started to walk away but I stopped him, I couldn't help it so I pulled him into a hug.

"Nash, you're so sweet. But I'm not ready, it takes some time." I said pulling away. He nodded, "I understand, but Rachael?" He asked. I nodded. "I'm always here." He said.

I smiled at him as he went back to his seat. I sighed. Who knew it would be that hard.

I sat back down beside Matthew and he frowned at me. I looked at him. "What's wrong?" He asked. I shook my head, "nothing." I said.