My Sweetest First Love (Taesana Fanfic) [COMPLETED]

f o r t y - f o u r

SANA'S POV

The next day, I found myself sleeping outside Tae's unit. I didn't notice that I fell asleep here.

My clothes are all dried up, my hair is messy and my make up ran off when I woke up. I wiped my eyes and stretched my hands out. I yawned.

And then Tae's door opened up. He looked at me with his eyebrows crossed and I looked at him nervously. I stood up and fixed myself. We stared for seconds. He was the one to look away.

Our argument last night is still fresh. I could still see his aura. I could still feel the coldness in his heart that I put. I know that he's not expecting me to stay here. He stepped away from me and walked away.

I grabbed his wrist even before he walked away, "Let's talk." He took his hand back aggressively. He didn't reply and just continued on walking.

I sighed heavily and kept my tears again. I don't want to cry once more. I don't want to be weak infront of him again.

I called Ryu and asked him to pick me up. He told me that Yuta was already discharged of the hospital and he will be the one that will pick me up since he's busy with the company's papers. I replied that I will wait for him outside the apartment.

I walked downstairs and waited for Yuta. Good thing he came in no time. He hopped off his car and asked me if I'm okay.

"You look like a stressed ragged doll." He said while cupping my face.

"Take me to Ryu's flat." I told him. I entered his car and waited for him to hop in. He drove me off the building and helped me.

"How are you?" I asked him as soon as we entered the unit.

He crossed his hands and leaned on the door, "I'm feeling less handsome." He pouted. I looked at him weirdly. "What? That's true, isn't it?"

"Conceited." I whispered. "You may go now."

"Where's your bags?" He asked me and looked around the room.

"Ryu and his men already fixed my things here." I answered. "They came back to Japan to get my other things and my car."

"You're really going to stay here, aren't you?" He smiled sincerely.

"I should." I replied with a fake smile. I don't want to lose Tae. I don't want to let him out of my sight. "Good thing you can drive already."

"Yeah. At first it was really hard since my body got really knocked out badly." He said. "Do you still need my help?"

"No thanks. I'm good." I smiled. "You may go back."

"Remember, this is the last time that you'll see someone handsome." He pointed his face. I laughed and slapped him gently. "That hurted."

"Joker," I chuckled. "Thank you for everything, Yuta. You've been a great friend to me." I hugged him.

He escaped from the hug, "Alright." I nodded and he exited the unit. I looked around and sat on the couch.

I stayed here without Tae knowing. All he knows is that I already left after he saw me. He doesn't know that I'm still here. And I will never ever going to leave Korea again.

Although I love Tae so much, I'll teach myself how to move on. I have already hurted him so much and I was left with no choice if I want to stop from him getting hurt. By me.

What's the point if I keep on fighting if he's already given up? Even though how much I keep on trying to talk to him, he keeps on shutting me out.