My Sweetest First Love (Taesana Fanfic) [COMPLETED]

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SANA'S POV

I stared deeply in his glistening eyes. I let go of his collar that I wrinkled and lowered my face. This is such a shame. Why am I doing this? For him to love me back?

Wake up, Sana! He already said that he doesn't love you! Now, stop dreaming!

Go back to reality, Sana. The reality where you and him will never be together.

I sighed and wiped the escaping tears. You're being too pathetic, Sana. Stop dreaming that the two of you could still be together. There's no hope for the both of you.

I stood up and wore a fake smile, "Thank you for today, Taehyung." I said. He looked at me and held my hand. "Please let go of my hand."

"No, I'll hold your hand tight. I will never let go of it." I gulped. Why is he so stubborn?

"You'll get hurt." And I don't want him to get hurt. Especially if I'm the reason why.

"Sana," his voice is pleading. "I love you."

I froze. I looked at him. I don't want to believe him, "You're just forced to say that, Tae. You're just forced because of the kiss."

"This kiss?" He pulled my hand and my lips directly met his. I backed away. His lips are tempting me. "Look, Sana, do you think I will do this if I don't want to?" My mind went blank. I can't find any answer because what's he saying is fucking true.

He looked at my lips and bit his. I gulped because of the temptation I am feeling right now.

Why do I feel like I want more? This is not good, I should stay away from it-

"C'mon," his voice is hoarse and it's tempting me even more. He smirked and...

This is where all my innocence will be erased.

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TAE'S POV

I looked at Sana who is sleeping by my side. Her body is covered with a blanket and the lipstick from her lips were removed. I can smell her scent inside my room.

I heard my stomach grumble. I'm hungry, I have not yet eaten lunch. Well, my lunch became Sana. I want to eat something besides her.

Naughty Taehyung.

I stood up and dressed up. I will buy some food. I took my wallet and went outside.

There is a near mart here. I will go there and make spring rolls. Or maybe some spicy food for the both of us. That's great, right?

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"Thank you," I told the cashier and went back too the apartment. I figured out that I just want to cook. I opened my room's door and I was hugged by Sana as soon as I enter.

She's crying.

"T-Tae," I put the grocery bags aside and carressed her back. "I-I thought you left me."

I cupped her face and kissed the tears that are falling. It's salty. "I will never do that, Sana."

"You will never leave me?" She pouted.

I chuckled, "I will never do it."

"Then why are you outside? What did you do?" She asked and escaped from the hug.

"I want to surprise you when you wake up. So I bought some ingredients for the food I would want to prepare for you." I explained.

She cried harder and hugged me tighter. Okay, this is not the reaction I am expecting from her.