AMIYAS P.O.V
Everybody left and went to a hotel down the road except for me, I couldn't bring myself to leave the hospital. We don't know if everything will be just fine yet but I guarantee I'll be here weather it's perfect or a disaster.
He's still breathing heavy but he's talking now.
"Amiya?" I opened my eyes looking at him.
" it's not your fault momas " his eyes filled with sadness broke my heart.
" yes it is, I shouldn't have said I loved Mark but I truly didn't mean it that way Juwany.. I wasn't making you happy, the high stopped the pain and I'm so sorry because now we're in a hospital room scared because you migh-" he cut me off.
" baby shut up, I'm not dying.. im hurt but I'm not dying.."
" what did you see when it happened?" I questioned very curious on what happened.
" it felt like a bolt of lightning through my body, then I seen Loren scream jump to the floor, run inside but I didn't see anything else but I heard doors slamming and Edwin screaming opening my eyes but I felt your presence when I actually felt the pain strike, I felt you smacking me telling me you love me and your sorry" I watched him intently explain the memory.
" it was really scary" I laugh through tears.
" your a soldier though, Maddie told me you kept everybody calm" I smiled.
" we had to keep your faith up, even if my heart was torn I couldn't show it"
" can we talk about us?" My heart skipped a beat.. I know he isn't mine but it's just still hitting me.
"W-What about us?"
" us, our relationship." He stopped speaking, "breaking up"
I let out a loud sigh throwing my head back.
" I didn't mean it" he spoke again.
" we broke up, the next day you get shot, I'm the one here. I don't care if you hate me or dont want to be my boyfriend I'll ALWAYS love you, you put the sparkle back in my eye"
"The sparkles gone" he wispered.
" my loves laying in a hospital bed it would be a mearicle if you seen that damn sparkle" I chuckle.
"I'm in love with you ramirez" he sighed.
" I'm in love with you roman"
" for the third and final Time, please be my lady" I softly kissed his lips. ."never a moment when I wasn't.
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" MIYA WAKE UP" I heard Ariel screaming.
" what's wrong?" I groan slightly sitting up.
" he's gone" Edwin shakily said.
" who's gone?? Not geo, geo can't be gone Edwin it's not geo please tell me Mark went home or something please" I beg standing from the bed.
"Baby geos dead" Maddie sat beside me. I burst into laughter.
" it's a prank" everybody looked at me straight faced, I stood up searching for cameras.
"C'mon Zachary it's a prank just show me the camera" I giggle looking for it. Everybody sat down on the bed.
" please" I pulled my bottom lip between my teeth not releasing it. I felt Zach pull me into a hug but I didn't hug back, I physically could hug back
" mo I'm so sorry " Edwin pulled me into a hug the second Zach let me go.
"Sorry for what? You lost your bestfriend, practically your brother, you two grew up together that's family" I let out a long breath finally wrapping my arms around Edwin.
" you lost your soul mate" he whispered stroking my hair.
I felt my lungs get weak.
" I can't breath let me go" I pushed him off. I put my hand on the wall trying to steady myself, I just wanted to catch my breath. This has to be a prank. I walked into the bathroom sitting on the floor where it was the coldest, I just cried I let every tear in my body come out. "Please god" I pleaded punching the floor. I watched Maddie, loren, ariel, and kylee sat down on the floor everybody holding my hands while I cried, not a soft cry either I was screaming out in pain.
" CAUSE I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU
YOU SET ME FREE
I CANT DO THIS THING
CALLED LIKE WITHIOT YOU HERE WITH ME CAUSE I'M DANGEROUSLY IN LOVE WITH YOU" I got quiet.
" Juwany I'll never leave, you kept loving me, the way you loved me.
I'm still in love with you,
We'll set you free.
There's some strength in me
I'll fight without you here with me cause
Now
Your gods baby, you go do your thing tell Pablo I said love you please"
" baby, did you just think of that?" Maddie and everybody had tears down there face along with the boys standing up.
" it came to my mind." I couldn't find my smile.
I stood up attempting to keep my composure.
"Uh we should go live and tell the supporters" I stutter setting the laptop up so we could all sit in front of the camera.
I logged into YouNow before passing 'go live ' we instantly got thousands of viewers with made my heart rate increase, every single comment was asking why we are crying.
" we have very very very horrific news" I started off.
" before we start with what happens I would very much like to say this isn't anybody's fault, its just the sad way life had to play out" Maddie grabbed my shoulder reassuring me.
"So a couple days ago geo got shot" I stopped letting my head fall not even sure if I should keep going, we stopped the tour because of it and everybody stayed with geo for mental support this morning I woke up and got the news that" once again I stopped having no clue how to say it.
" i don't know how to even begin to tell you guys" I put my hands over my face crying. I felt Maddie wrap her arms around me. " this is so hard you guys don't even know" Maddie also broke down in tears as I pulled from the hug, I have to pull it together for geo.
"We are completely devastated and heartbroken to tell you, we lost geo guys" I cried harder than ever.
"Guys we know how you all are feeling and we know it's hard but a have to be strong for him, he will always be watching u-
"AMIYA WAKE UP!" I kid you not my heart flinched.
I jumped out of bed basically racing to the bathroom.
" wheres juwany?" I run around throwing a black jacket over my bralette.
" still at the hospital where you left him last night what's wrong amiya!?" Zach screamed grabbing my shoulders.
"He's alive?" I question out of breath.
" he's eating a taco right now he told me to walk you up to come sit with him, why would he be dead he's making amazing progress" he put his hands on my shoulder trying to keep me still.
I got our of his grip putting my shoes on and waking out of the hotel, I walked a little ways down the road to the hotel, stopping at the desk to get my pass,
" juwany Roman" I smile. The lady looked to be about 22 really pretty.
"he's a cute one isn't he? " she giggle writing the number in the orange sticker.
" watch it bitch he's mine" I snatch the sticker walking away. I absolutely HATE when females hit on geo like bitch I'll smack you so hard you won't remember your mommas name!
I walked into the room to see him eating a xL taco.
" hey fuckface " I sit down beside the bed.
" I'll throw this taco at you" he warned I giggle standing up closer to his bed. He motioned his taco to me asking if I wanted a bite I Gladly took a big bite out of his burrito as we heard yelling
"grooooossss" I turned around to see no other than my twin him ducking self.
" HECTOR " I screamed running and jumping wrapping my legs around his waist basically in tears.
" ugh I missed youuu" he squeezed me really tight I couldn't talk I just cried into his shoulder until I heard the familiar voice I was raised to.
" damn, go on one tour go Hollywood " I screamed hugging him really tight while he chuckled. Finally I let go and they go over to geo.
"now we got matching scars " we all burst just laughing.
They don't know how glad I an they came.
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I broke my phone but I got a new one so sorrryyyyyy!!
Comment your favorite younower! Mine would have to be Zach or Maddie.
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