Its amazing how much a hot mess could be perfect "Why did you even think about getting on the bike?" I asked calmly taking a seat beside her bed. "Juwany i dont even remember getting on the damn thing I just remember bright lights and my body flying in the air" she snapped at me not wanting to talk about it. I huffed and pulled the chair close to her bed. I laid my head back closing my eyes.. I'm just gonna be thankful that she's okay. I heard the door bust open but I didn't hear anyone speak. I opened my eyes and seen all three of hers brothers standing there. Hector looked like he had just saw ghost. Yami had pure anger in his eyes.. I wonder why? And ace.. his face just pure guilt.. they are the most confusing siblings ive ever met. " YOU OUT YO GODDAMN MIND MO!?". Yami screamed. "Stop yelling at her" Hector wispered knowing it would only make the situation worse. " Why not? When i make a mistake she yells. Im gonna yell at her she has to know this is not okay guys " he sighed. "Im fine! If your gonna yell get out" her voice sounded like she wanted to cry. "I ain getting out of no where Im yo fuckin twin brother mo. You know the pain i had in my chest when I heart that docter say your name? Felt like death.. litteraly if I lose my twin on god him fucking self I'll take my heart beat without hesitation!" His words had so much pain left in them. If only I understood why. "Im okay Joseph! I know you guys are worried but I was drunk and I can't even begin to tell you how much shit was on my mind I wanted to be free from my mind I swear I didn't plan on this to happen! Why would i? Listen I'm sorry it happened but I can't change it now so everybody stop fucking yelling at me for fuck sake I'm sorry!" She finally burst with anger. AMIYAS P.O.V yes I'm angry but why wouldn't I be? Im in a hospital bed not them. I know i fucked up.. I bet ace hates me I ruined his bike.. they all stayed silent. Ace ans Hector sat in the couch while yami sat on the counter. Nobody spoke we all just sat in silence. I slowly placed my hand over top of geos lacing our fingers. He had pulled that chair so close the boy was basically in my bed. I seen him pull out his phone and take a picture of our hands. I just smiled at him.. he's always taking pictures. I got on my phone and as I was scrolling through Instagram I noticed geo tagged me in a picture. I clicked on the notification and a smile appeared on my face..
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"Flamingeos- God was present today🙏 don't think I could live without seeing your geourgus face love @missmiya💜💔" I decided to comment "Missmiya- he had to save me to see you stink💙" "Locoyami- I just gagged reading that😭" I looked up and glared at him. "Locoace- exact @locoyami they crusty?😭😂" "Missmiya- atleast my name doesn't match both of my brothers?😉 I'm original bitch!" "Locohector- if your so original why we have the same birthday?😂" "Flamingeos- ima block yall 'locos' 😂" We all burst out laughing. "Yall irritate the actual fuck out of me" I laugh. " Sucks your stuck with us" ace smiled really big. I stayed quiet.. I feel bad for what happened. "I'm sorry" I wispered biting my lip. "For what?" He raised his eyebrow. "Ruining your bike" i almost teared up and I don't know why. "Fuck that bike man as long as that heart beating I'm yo chest I'm straight." I smiled.. I know hes upset about losing his bike though. "You mad at me?" I looked at yami.. "when you was a child.. I always told yall three I can't grow up for ya.. I cant watch you.. I can guide you.. sometime si let my guard slip and sometimes shit like this happens.. you know when I got that phone call.. the gansta in me disappeared.. I straight looked like a lil bitch I was a mess mo! You gotta be careful aigh? I ain mad. You gotta fight for yourself.. and by that I dont mean your life" I chuckled wiping a tear.. I nodded my head. "We gon go home okay? Ill be back first thing in the morning. You staying g?" Ace asked geo. "Yeah ima tough it out with her" they nodded and left. I felt geo slid in my bed. "I was so scared geo" I wispered snuggling into his chest. "I was to.. " he wispered striking my hair. He kissed my forehead and we drifted off to sleep - It's been three weeks since the accident. I came home a week ago.. its been rocky. Everybody wants to keep an eye of me and make sure I'm okay but I'm doing just fucking fine! They said my legs gonna be fucked up for a while.. sucks cause that means no cheer. Atleast it's all over tho.. geos basically mad at me for it. I have no clue why. "Babe can we go to the movies?" I ask like a little kid. "Nah I got plans bro" he caught an attitude. "Fuck is your problem?" I raise my eyebrow. "Ain nobody got a problem with you get outta my face amiya" he clearly has an attitude I look stupid to him? "If I annoy you so much why are you here?" I spit at him harshly. He looked at me clearly suprised by my words. "Good fucking question. Bye" he slammed my bedroom door. I just stood there staring at the door.. really? He just left? What did I do? How bad did I fuck up I dont even know how I fucked up and he won't even tell me so I can fix it he just ignores me. I didn't let it bother me. I laid on my bed and got on Twitter. I seen geo made a tweet. "Flamingeos- I dont stay where Im unwanted✌" I decided to make my own tweet cause clearly that's undirected "Missmiya- don't bite the hand that feeds you😋 " I turned my phone off and laid back in my bed. I run everybody off. Fuck him though I don't chase nobody --------------- Honestly don't even know where I'm going with this book so its gonna be fun? Lmao😭 ×vote°comment× Stay lovely💕 Word count: 118
