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"baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt? I know you smell the person the make up on his shirt.. you don't believe his stories
You know that there all lies
As bad as you are you sick around
And I just don't know why
If i was your man
Baby you..never worry bout what I do.. I'd be coming home back to you every night doin you right!
Your the type of women who deserves good things a fist full of diamonds hand full of rings. Baby your a star I just wanna show you, you areeee
YOU SHOULD LEMME LOVE YOU! LET ME BE THE ONE TO GIVE YOU EVERYTHING YOU WANT AND NEED" I'm currently sitting at the edge of my bed with geo on the floor on his knees databasing me I'm not going to lie this boy had some amazing ass vocals. Plus it's so cute the way he's doing it. I smiled at him as I listened to his angelic voice. He ended the song and just layed his head in my lap hugging my waist. "That was so cute" I giggled. "Gotta do cute things for a cute person" he smiled. I heard my door squeal meaning somebody was coming in. "Ayo mo" I heard Hector hollar. "Hmm?"  " Momma is having a big family dinner. Geo can come to but she said look nice" he closed my door back. "You wanna go?" I ASKED quietly. "Uhhh DUH" he yelled standing up. I ran to the bathroom to take a shower first. Once I was in the shower I heard the door open and I seen geos shadow hop on the counter. "mo?" He asked quietly. "what it do?" I said in my gangsta voice getting my hair wet. "Lemme ask you a question" "yeah?" I was sooo scared on what he was gonna ask me. "Am I doing a good job?" I could hear the anxiety in his voice. "At what?" I knit my eyebrows together. "With you.  Just being good to you and showing you what love is supposed to feel like. Just am i doing a good job?"
"Juwany love is a strong word.. but your doing an amazing job and even if you weren't. I wouldnt step out on you like that. You need somebody to teach you how to do this and maybe you ain never had something real but now you do" I rinse the conditioner out of my hair. "I dont wanna be in a relationship but I know I am. Im basically your boyfriend caus ei will punch any dude in the face is he even look at you like he wants you and I'm not just saying that I mean that. But ima go back in here so you can get our"
"Wait." I stuck my hand out of the shower and he handed me ny towel. I stepped out and cupped his cheeks with both of my hands staring into his beautiful eyes. I leaned in and kissed him. Not full of lust just passionately. Pure bliss. He pulled away ans smiled at me. "You have the same feeling hu?" "Mhm" I walked out of the bathroom and he got in the shower. I slipped on my 'PINK' underwear and a black bra. I didnt bother putting on real cloths until I finished my make up so I locked my bedroom door. And sat down at my make up table. I did a good ass job on my contour i was so damn proud of myself. I then put highlight in and  a smokey eye with winged liner. I put on my eyebrows and  fake lashes just to give my face a pop and dark maroon lipstick. I curled my hair making it look a cute messy. Geo walked out of the bathroom with just a pair of khakis on with no shirt. "GROOSSSS put your cloths on nastyyy" he screamed in a kid voice "says the one with his nipples out"I yell back "your in your nasty panties" he laughed. "Was they nasty when you took them off?with your teeth!?" I raise my eyebrow.. "fuck you" he laughed putting on a blue button up shirt. I slip on a grey body con dress and a pair of Jordan 12's. "FUCKING SLAY MY LIFE YOU BEAUTIFUL ASS QUEEN" geo screamed. "Hush" I laugh. He just hugged me smiling like a dork. "Shall we?" He asked holding out his hand. I gladly took it walking out of my room. I seen Hector doing the same."mamis gonna see the piercings!" I wisper yell.
"I know man but fuck it lets go" we walk downstairs and see yami and ace already seated. We sat down also. "You ready for that ass whooping she bou give yo ass Hector?" Yami laughed. "Shut up what about ace?" He raises his eyebrow. "I got a body full of tatts she can deal with one piercing trust me" he chuckled. My mom sat down at the head of the table and we all started eating. I noticed my mom looking at Hector. He didnt notice yet so I tried to nudge him but it didn't work. "Joseph " she said slowly but sounded angry. "Yeah ma?" He didn't dare make eye contact. "Explain to me what's on your face" she lowered her eyes. "Piercings " he brushed it off. "I wasn't informed about a damn piercing" she was really getting mad now. " I wasn't informed about a lit of things growing up but I didn't ask did i?" He raised his eyebrows.. he had a good point. "Hector chill" ace attempted to calm the situation. "Jayceon stick your tongue out" she said said slowly again. He did as told and i seen the anger in her eyes. "Does anybody listen to what I say!?" She furrowed her eyebrows. "Ma ive tattoos my whole entire body and you ain care but i get a piercing you can't even see and you get mad? Dont play that on me" he got irritated. " Oh and amiya is see the hickeys from here" she got angry. "Big deal?" I laugh not caring. Geos eyes were so shocked he didnt even understand. " I did a horrible job at raising you all" she scoffed. "Raising who nigga!? Dont ever ever ever say that dumb shit again. Me and pablo raised them not you! I stepped up around the house! You definitely didn't! You sat on your ass doing rocks all day while I raised them not you. You got no control over them! Hector your piercings look good as hell. Amiya its your body and your old enough. Ace do you bruh that's your thing" yami stood up anger based in his voice. "Your such a disrespectful child Jose." She starred at him in disbelief. "I'm full grown momma and my name is yami" he growled hating his name. "When I signed the birth certificate it said Jose so taht will be the name I identify you as. Your not mo. Your amiya. Your not ace your jayceon. Your not Hector your Joseph " She growled back. "Fuck it. C'mon yall we goin out to eat we ain gotta listen to this bullshit I'm full grown. I raised them! Don't ever tell them they a mistake yo" he stood up as did we. Without hesitation we followed to his car and got in. I could feel the pain yami had right now. "am I that bad yall?" He huffed in frustration. "Ain bad at all.. she knows she failed because eyou successfully did it." I smile at him. He didn't reply. He just drove to a restaurant. We all sat down at the table ordering dinner. "You know yall all ugly as shit right?"I joke laughing. " Slow bus ass we are literally twins." Hector gave me a 'really nigga' look. I just laughed harder.  It seems as if when I'm in pain or hurt I laugh. I crack jokes and laughing and its such a wierd thing but I can't allow myself to show that im honestly depressed
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Plot twist? Moms the bad guy? Lilololololil I have a staff infection on my leg and I'm chilling in a hospital bed as we speak so pray for me guys it hurts badddd!!!
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