Hold Tight (A Justin Bieber Love Story) ((BEING EDITED))

Chapter 37

I ran out of my room and down the hall, when i got to the stairs i stopped and looked around the rail to see if anyone was there. After checking i tip toed down the stair case, as soon as my feet hit the bottom step i took off running for the front door. 

"Where are you going?" he yells grabbing my hair and pulling me to the ground hard. I slide across the floor and curl up in a ball. He walks over and stands above me. "I asked you a question!" he shouts at me as he grabs my by the shirt and lifts me so we are faced to face, my feet weren't even touching the ground at this point. 

"For a walk, just a walk," I cry out as he slams me against the wall making me hit my head. I whimper in pain but stay silent. He grabs me by the neck to keep me pinned there.

"You were trying to leave," he says in a harsh tone. He was drunk again, i could smell it on his breath. I shake my head as the air was slowly being drained from my lungs.

"No," i says trying to fight him off to breath. He lets go and slaps me, causing me to tumble to the floor. He then sits on me and starts choking me again. I try screaming but it's no use, then i try hitting him but he is to strong.

"Jessica!" someone shouts as they shake me awake. I scream and quickly hug the person, of course i already know who it is because of the pair of strong arms that wrapped around me as i sat up. Tears were running down my face as i was in a panic attack and couldn't breath. Justin pulled away and held my face in his hands carefully.

"Breath baby, alright...Just take deep slow breaths," he whispers to me as i slowly regain my normal breathing. I close my eyes and cover my face, when will this nightmare end? Justin wraps me back up in a hug once he knows i have calmed down.

"It's okay, i won't let anyone hurt you again Jessica," he whispers, "I will protect you," he says kissing my head. And with those four words, i felt completely safe here with him, i felt like no one in the world could hurt me again.

"I love you," I whisper to him as i feel my eyes starting to close.

"I love you too," he says laying back taking me with him. He rubs my back until i was completely asleep and then i felt him kiss my head and whisper, 'I swear i won't ever let another soul hurt you,' before i fell asleep.

The next morning i woke up to an empty bed, which of course would freak anyone out after everything i have went through. I went to get out of bed and Justin walks in carrying a plate of food. I smile at him as he doesn't even notice i am awake yet. He sets the food on the night stand and looks up and smile.

"You're awake," he says in a cheerful tone and kisses my nose. I laugh and look at the food.

"That looks yummy," i say looking at the french toast and bacon he made. He smiles and lays across the bed as i start eating.

"I made it special for you, well and the kids but you know, mostly for you," he says watching me eat. I laugh at him and enojoy the delisious food.

"It is wonderful," i say taking another bite, "You are like a pro cook Mr. Bieber," i say in a teasing manner. He smirks at me.

"Knew i could win you over with food, always works," he says getting up and taking my empty plate. I get up and follow him into the living room where the three kids are playing. I smile at Brooke and Jazzy, Jazzy is a great older sister to Brooke even though they aren't really family.

"Where's your mom?" i asked noticing Pattie wasn't here. He shrugs.

"Work called her so she called us both in at school so we can stay home and babysit these little monsters," he says tickling Jaxon, Jaxon laughs and runs away as Justin chases him. I laugh and take a seat on the floor with the girls.

"Morning Jessie," Jazzy says to me as she plays with her dolls. Brooke runs over and tackles me and i laugh and hold her in my lap as i put her hair into a french braid. She sits there nicely through the whole things until i finish and then she plays with her toys. Jazzy wanted her hair braided to so i did as she asked. By the time i finished Justin came down dress already holding Jazon upside down.

"Jusitn be careful," i say worried. He laughing and sets Jaxon down on the chair.

"I hold him like that all the time, he loves it," he says as Jaxon laughs and lays on the chair. I shake my head in amusement, this family i swear.

Later that day all the kids were alseep on the couch, guess we tired them out with all the fun things we did today. Now it was Justin and i sitting in the kitchen drinking milkshakes.

"So we have to finsih that project stil," i say taking a drink of my frozen goodness. Justin nods.

"Yeah, i totally forgot about all that.....Well let's start then, we gotta know the basics so," he says as he gets comfortable in his chair. I smile at him and do the same as a joke.

"Alright, favorite color?" i asked knowing it was Purple already. He looks at me.

"Come on Jess, we already know all the basic information, we are dating and all......Let's get into things we don't already know," she suggests making my heart beat faster. I lean back and he looks at me.

"Are you ready to tell me what happened with your unlce?" he asked in a whisper. I look at him and then away, because honestly i had never talked about it before.

"I.....I don't know how to explain it Justin," i say starting off.

"I'm sorry, you don't have too--" i cut him off.

"Things went down hill after my 'mom' died....It was just the once a week yelling at me or grounding me, then it turned into a slap at least twice a week....But then it escalded fast and one night he tried choking me..." i stop for a second and see the pain cross Justins face but i keep going, "He came home and i tried leaving to go to Layla's house because i didn't want to deal with him, i got down the stair case and he grabbed me... He was on top of me choking me, i couldn't breath," a tear rolled down mmy cheek, " I tried hitting him and screaming, but he didn't stop until i blacked out......I woke up in my room and....i....My cloths were all ripped and i don't know what happened after i blacked out... I try hard to remember anything after i passed out but i can't, all i remember was blackness and pain, that was all....I have no idea what the sick man did," i say letting tears fall freely.

After a couple moments of silence i looked up at Justin, he had his hands in fists and his jaw was tense, he looked like he was about ready to murder someone. I go to touch his arm and he pulls away and stands up.

"Don't," he says as he throws one of the cups and it shatters as it hits the wall. I jump and look at him, he was mad beyond anything i had ever seen. I knew i shouldn't have told him.

"Justin..." i whisper as more tears fall. He looks at me and seems to get more upset and he grabs his jacket and walks out slamming the door, leaving me there in tears.... I just made a mistake, i knew this would happen, he hates me.I shouldn't be here. I quickly make sure the kids are still asleep, Pattie will be home any minute so i left a note, and with one last look i left the house.