Hold Tight (A Justin Bieber Love Story) ((BEING EDITED))

Chapter 36

'For all of Kaylee's friends at school and place, this is her sister Anne. This morning we found Kaylee laying in the bathroom, wrists cut and not responding. She is currently in the hospital, breathing. She is alive thank the heavens above... She will be going to a watching home, she will not be able to talk to anyone until she returns, keep her in your throughts and prayers please' 

We stared at the facebook post for a few minutes. Layla and i had no words right now, of course Layla didn't know about Kaylee like i did, i knoew she had the same problems as me, yet i didn't do anything to talk her out of anything bad like she did to me.

"Hey, we waited for like twenty minutes, we were getting worried," Justin said as him and Zack walked up to us. Layla puts her phone down a second and wipes her eyes, she was crying. Zack quickly wrapped her in a hug.

"What's wrong babe?" he asked kissing her head. Justin looks at me and i look away, i could have stopped her, i could have helped her. 

"Hey, you alright?" Justin said pulling me into his arms, once again i didn't even realize i was crying until he pointed it out. I look at him.

"Did you hear about Kaylee?" i asked him. He looked at me with a sad look and nods. I push away from him.

"You knew about it already and didn't think to tell me?" i say at him a little upset, he knew Kaylee was become a friend of ours.

"I didn't think you needed that on your plate right now with everything else that is going on," he says.

"You don't understand, Kaylee told me she was struggling and Maddie was making it worse, i could have helped her, i could have talked her out of doing this...This could have been prevented if i would have seen her pain," i shout making people look at us.

"Jessica, this in no way is your fault," Justin says but i ignore him. Layla looks at me.

"Jess, please stop okay, it isn't your fault," Layla whispers and Zack nods in agreement with her. I shake my head. I turn to leave and see Maddie walking down this way. I push her as she walks past and she looks at me.

"What the heck freak?" She snaps as me. Justin  makes a move toward me but i step back and focus on Maddie.

"You pushed Kaylee to this point, you made her feel worthless to a point she didn't want to be here anymore...She was your friend, why would you do that?" i shout at her letting my anger come out. Her smile really sets me off.

"I didn't do crap, she did that all on her own... Doesn't matter, one less broken person hanging around, when are you going to leave Jessice, because i'm sure a lot of people are waiting for that day," she says with a smirk. That was it, i was sick of her and her stupid mouth. 

"That's it," i shout launching myself at her. She screams and we both fall and start hitting each other. Layla is cheering for me along with Zack and even a few people who happen to be in the hall.. Justin wraps his arms around me and attempts to pull me off but i have a hold on her hair and he's pulling both us now.

"Ouch, let go yoou freak," Maddie shouts as she slaps me hand across the face, but it didn't phase me, i mean come on i was abused for years. Justin finally manages to get me to release her and he set sme down away from her.

"Hey, breath," he whispers holding my face. I take a deep breath, i was breathing heavy and was pissed still. My arm was bleeding where Maddie's fake nails dug into my skin, my face was sure to have a bruise on it, and i had tiny skratch marks all up and down my arms.

"That was awesome," Layla says as Justin makes us walk away. As we walk i feel Maddie grab my hair and yank me back down to the ground and start fighting again. Her nails dig into my upper arm and draw more blood. 

"You will regret doing that," Maddie shouts at me as Justin pulls her off me and basically shoves her into the lockers. He picks me up and we leave the school building to his car. I lean on the hood and try controling my breathing again. 

"I swear, you two will never stop this fighting," Justin says using his shirt to wipe my arm clear of blood long enough to examin the damage. we both look up when we heard Layla and Zack soming. Layla holds her hand which now has a fresh skratch on it.

"I got in an extra punch for you," she says with pride as we high five. Zack and Justin shake their heads at us.

"We better skip the rest of the day," Justin says as he opens his car door for me to get in. I slide in and say my goodbye's to Layla and Zack who will be over later. Justin gets in a drives us home. I told him we would hang at his, but he already said i was staying there with Brooke until Allison showed up again. How cute of him to worry right?

Later that night we were sitting at the table eating dinner, Jazzy, Jaxon, Brooke, Pattie, Jusitn, and me. I smiled as Justin was trying to get Brooke to eat a piece of corn. I giggle and Justin looks at me.

"What's so funny," he says focusing back on Brooke.

"You, you look so cute trying to get her to eat that...You are good with kids," i say with a smile. He nods and sets the corn down giving up.

"I guess, i like kids, they are just fun to be around and adorable," he says making me smile more. It's the cutest thing in the world seeing a boy play with kids, like i'd marry any boy who does this. I look at Justin as he makes faces at Brooke, Jazzy, andJaxon, he's perfect. Actually he is way more than perfect, maybe it is time to tell him my full story. Only thing is, will he still want to be with me after he knows?