Hold Tight (A Justin Bieber Love Story) ((BEING EDITED))

Chapter 18

Back this gravy train up, Did he just call me Beautiful? No way in....whoa....

"Look, you may think that you aren't pretty Jessica, but in reality you are. You wanna know why Maddie bullies you, because i know why she does. She is jealous of you," he says with his hand still on my cheek. I roll my eye.

"Yeah right, Maddie James jealous of me? I don't think so Justin," i say putting myself down. I was not pretty, i was the total opposite actually. 

"Jessica look at yourself," he says holding up a small mirror that was on the counter next to us. I looked at my reflected, my hair was wavy and long, so what? I had Brown eyes and i had glasses but i never wore them so no one knows that. My skin was tan but not like Maddie or Layla. I look away from it and at the wall.

"I don't see anything but a mess," i say truthfully, because the is honestly all i see.

"A mess? Jessica, i hear guys in the locker rooms talking about how hot and beautiful you are all the time," he says sounding a little mad, "And Maddie is jealous because you are pretty and don't even do anything with it and it makes her mad," he says tucking a stray piece of my hair behind my ear. I look at him and search his face for any trace of lying, but i come up clean.

"Why would anyone like me? I'm worthless, i'm broken, and scared," i say as another tears runs down my cheek. Justin wipes it with his thimb and holds my face gently with both his hands and smiles.

"Because you are beyond beautiful, you're smart, and you are funny when you want to be.... You are one of the strongest girls i know Jessica," he whispers. I didn't notice how close we got but his face was inches from mine at this point. I stared into his eyes and he did the same back.

"Juju," a little voice says walking into the room. It was a little girl in pink pajamas. She had brown hair and was stunning just for a child. she looked no older then five or six. Justin backed away from me and picked up th elittle girl with a smile.

"what are you doing awake princess," he says to her. The little girl rubs her eyes, it was only 4 in the morning. I hope i didn't wake her.

"I can't sleep," she says in a cute little voice. Justin sigh and kisses her nose. The little girl looks at me and studies me for a second before she wraps her arms around Justin's neck and lays her head on his shoulder and starts to fall asleep.

"Sorry, she can't sleep sometimes and sleeps in my bed with me," he says rubing the girls back. I nod. "This is my sister Jazmine by the way," he softly says so he doesn't wake her. I smile at the little girl.

We walk into his room and he lays her on the bed. 

"I have to go get her stuffed animal, i'll be right back and we can talk about this more," he says walking out of the room. Once he is gone i sit on the edge of the bed and wait. As i sit there i feel a little head lay on my lap and i look down and see Jazmine fast asleep with her head on my lap. I smile at the sweet little girl. She is so cute, she reminds me of myself when i was her age. Soon i found myself laying down with the little girl snuggled to my side. I pulled the blankets over us. My plan was to wait for Justin to come back and go talk but i found myself falling asleep.

I woke up to movement next to me. My mind went in panic mode and i quickly sat up and protectivly put my arm around Jazmine who was still fast asleep next to me. I seen Justin standing next to the bed shirtless. realizing it was only Justin i calmed down and relaxed.

"Sorry i woke you, i had to get up," he said still standing there shirtless. My heart was in over drive now, he had a dang eight pack. You are really killing me boy, like seriously.  I notice him smiling.

"What?" i asked with a weird look. He laughs.

"You and Jazzy have become friends in a matter of minutes of meeting her. She normally doesn't like strangers," he says with a shrug as he looks at his little sister. I slowly get up and make sure i don't wake the child and go to the bathroom to check on my face. The cut was still VERY noticable but wasn't bleeding anymore, same with the one on my shoulder.

"It's going to take at least a week to heal," Justin says leaning on the door frame to the bathroom. I stick my tongue out at him. Just then my stomach grumbles and i hold it in embarassment. Justin stays laughing. "Time for breakfast i think," he says grabbing my hand, which makes my stomach erupt in butterflies, and pulls me out of the bathroom and out of his room.

We make it to the kitchen and he pulls out a stool at the bar for me. I take a seat letting my legs hang because i was so short.

"What does my guest want to eat?" he asked in a funny accent making me giggle. I never felt this feeling before, a real laugh and smile.

"Surprise me," i say not really caring as long as it was food. He get's a smirk on his face and i regret saying that.

"Alright, Bieber surprise it is," he says gathering a ton of stuff and starts cooking.

A few hours later a short woman with brown hair walks in.

"I smell Bieber surprise, what is---," she stops when she see's me and smiles, "Oh i see why you are cooking Justin, trying to impress the ladies," she says walking over and taking a seat next to me. Justin leans on the counter on the other side of us with a smile.

"Hey, i cook for you....sometimes," he says going back to cooking. The woman laughs and looks at me.

"I'm Justin's mother, Pattie....I haven't seen you before dear," she says with a sweet smile.

"I'm Jessica," i say in a soft voice. She nods and looks at Justin.

"Nice of my son to inform me of company, i would have got dressed," she says pointing to her pajamas she was currently in. Justin laughs not looking back at us.

"You look great mom," he says putting a plate of scrambled stuff in front of us. Pattie digs right in as i look at it like it's going to kill me. It looks gross not gonna lie.

"It's way better tasting then it looks i promise," he says watching me. I slowly take a bite and my eyes light up, this is the best thing i have ever tasted. The smile on his face tells me he knows i like it. I was about to tell him i LOVED it, but the doorbell rang.