Slow Love

Concert-Hyde Park

George and Mellody Lucas Weddingreception Performance: This was a private party. A wedding reception hosted by 'Star Wars' creator George Lucas and Mellody Hobson (president of Chicago-based Ariel Investments). The couple married a week earlier on Lucas' Skywalker Ranch near Nicasio, Marin County, California.

Saturday June 29, 2013

I woke up and he was holding me like he usually does. His grip was tight so I knew he was awake. I was facing the clock and it's about 11am. I just love it this time of day. I would love to do this all day. We did a couple time at the Turks house. It was so nice. I wonder what time he's going to get up? I don't have anything till 2:00. I have Ray Schuster (Associated Press staff writer) coming over for a chat and give him the pass to the private concert tonite. I hope I don't have Mr Congeniality here,but, I might. He's still not said anything. Maybe I should. He is rubbing my arm now. I say, "Good Morning, Sweetheart." He says,"Good Morning, Love." I turn over and kiss him good morning. He says, "Oh Baby, you have morning breath!" I say, "Well, yours isn't exactly minty fresh either!" (snickering) He laughs and rolls me over. I say, "So, what do you want to do about it?" (wicked laugh) He said, "Let's brush our teeth and start over." I said,"Sounds like a plan." We race to the bathroom and jump back into bed. I said, "Good Morning Sweetheart." wrap my arm around him and kiss him. He says, "Much better. Good Morning Love." Both laughing hysterically. After the hysteria settles down, we embrace and discuss the days events. I reminded him to leave the pass for Ray. He said he did not have to be at the event till about 9:00 so we have time to do somethings around town if we want to. I said, "I'm good on shopping. How are we getting to the performance venue?" He said, "Limo. I was thinking of joining you for your meeting with the guy from AP. Is that OK?" Oh no! I was hoping to see Ray alone and catch up. It will hard to do so, but he is my husband, so I guess I'll have to say OK. I said, "If you want to. We are just going to talk about old stuff which I know you don't like to talk about the past. I was going to give him the info on this private concert. What did you want to talk to him about? He said, "Baby, I just wanted to watch you work. It is such a turn on for me. I thought we could have some amazing sex afterwards, but talking about old times, yuck."I said, "I have to say at least you are being honest about it."Laughing. I said, "If you want to stay, I'd love to have you with me." NOT! I love him, but there are just sometimes, like this, Ineed to have some space, and Ray, well he may not be comfortable talking to me if Mr Congeniality is here. He says, "Let me see what time sound check is and if I'm free." Alright, maybe, maybe not. I said, "I hope you can. I know how much you like to see me work."Speaking of which, I need to see what else blew up after the flash mob yesterday. I tear myself from him and go get my tablet. I bring it back to bed. He said, "Baby, what are you doing?" I said, I have to see if I have any messages and what else might have hit the media after our outing yesterday. He said, "I already checked. Not much." I said, "Excuse me? When did you do that?" "I woke up early and watched the morning news. I checked my laptop too." I said, "So, what did they say?" He said, "Not much. Just that the newlyweds were out shopping. You know, stuff like that." I said, "So, you're OK? I don't have to do anything?" He said,"Baby, I'm cool." I said, "I do have to check messages to make sure Ray is still coming. It will just take me a few. OK?" He said,"I'm cool, Baby." I said, "Sweetheart, can I bribe you to get me a cup of coffee?" He said, "What's the bribe?" I looked at him with my come hither eyes and said, "You guess." He flew out the bedroom and was back as fast as he could. He had to wait for the Krueg to make it and put all my additives in. He brought it to me and I thanked him. I only had two messages to answer. I slammed that coffee down and answered those messages. I laid my tablet on the nite table with my empty coffee cup and turned to him. 

He grabbed me so quick and pined me under him. I thought, I was in a wrestling take down. I said, "Sweetheart, couldn't you have kissed me first?" So he comes in for a soft wet kiss. Then he proceeds to trail kisses down my neck and to the girls. He spends an inordinate amount of time on the girls. He puts his face between them and shakes his head back and forth at the same time blowing raspberry kisses. Why guy's thinks that is so cool, it's beyond me. If you have ever had it done, you know what I mean. He is so intent on working his way down the middle.He gets to my centerpiece and licks it and nibbles it and just sends me into a frenzy. I tried to mess with him a little but he was not having it. He said, "Always, you are first, mama" Really? I'll have to remember that. As he slides one and then two fingers into my hot, throbbing, juicy core. I am about to explode. He knows just where that gspot is and he's on it. I think he is making up for last nite. Kinda like makeup sex. It's great. I just want him to finish it. I am huffing and puffing and moaning, and screaming his name. I am so close to total release, and then, Sing Baby, Sing. Off.....I goaned it was a good one. I rode his hand hard and I know he felt my clinching throbbing core the whole time drenched in wetness. He comes up to me and says, "Baby did I finish you good this time?"I told you. He holds me as I try to come out of the purple haze. At the same time, thinking before, I answer. I have been asked all sorts of things after sex, but this one is in direct correlation to last nite. The key word, 'finish'. Like I said, 'thinking before I answer', I bet he stayed up all nite trying to figure how to make up for that. That's it. I could just nod my head yes. Or do I really want to get into a conversation about it? Hum, let me see. It's early in the day. Let's go for the conversation. I bet he's never had it happen before. He is worried about something here. So I go for it. I said,"What?" Here we go. He's holding me tight. He says, "Baby,I messed up last nite. Did I finish you good this morning?" Now,I'm going to mess with him, cause it's fun."Huh?" OK, here he goes. He's nervously rocking me. Poor little purple one. I love him but there are just times he has to get used to a woman and not a girl. I say,"Whatever do you mean?" He says, "Baby, I'm so sorry I got you mad at me. I tried to make it better." Alright,I'll cut him a break. But not before I say to him, "Have you not ever had that happen before?" He said, "No, I've watched, but I never had one take over." OK, so do I tell him how it is or let him keep guessing? Hum? I have to be gentle. I have to take into consideration his feelings. I just don't quite know how to break to him. Let me try to do the best I can. He is really sensitive. So here goes, "Sweetheart, I am not mad at you. You did not mess up. Were you up all nite thinking about this?" He is really upset about this whole thing and says, "Yes, I couldn't sleep knowing I couldn't take care of you. I just knew you were mad at me for not taking care of your needs. I messed up." I put my arms around him and reassure him. I think he feels inadequate. I talked to him in my soft sweet voice to reassure him, "Sweetheart, The problem is, I am not a 20something that doesn't know any better. You were teasing me too long and I had enough of it. Consider why the sex has been great so far. You have a woman that knows how to love a man, but also knows how to love herself. Look at this way. You told me the first week I was with you that if you did anything I didn't like or felt uncomfortable, to let you know. This was my way of letting you know I was uncomfortable. You knew exactly what you were doing to me. I love you." I was looking him in the eye, with a non opposing demeanor. I then kissed him taking my tongue and trailing it softly over his lips. Lightly touching his lips with mine to assure him our love is all right. He says, "Baby, you are right, I did know what I was doing and it made you uncomfortable. I understand completely why you did what you did. I won't let it happen again. I love you." "I love you, Sweetheart. More than words can describe. I love how you love me. Even when you grab my butt." I said with a twinkle in my eye and a smile. He just laughed and grabbed my butt. He said, "Baby,you always have a way to make things better. That is why I love you."He rolled me around the bed laughing and kissing me. Of course,grabbing my butt among other things. He has the fastest hands and they were every where. I could not compete so I said, "I need to take a shower and get something eat before Ray gets here. Do you want to join me?" He said, "No problem Baby." So, we took a shower and yes, there was a fair amount of sex there too. He's been really good about not slamming me against the tile. There was sex in the shower, sex on the shower bench, sex on the counter, sex on the makeup bench and just sex, sex. sex. He more than made up for last nite. If you can say there is a make up for that. I did not think he needed to but he did. Nothing like amazing sex to start the day.Yeah, I know, I don't usually like morning sex, but I've been awake for awhile so it was more like mid morning sex and it was after 12:00 so it really was afternoon sex. 

He is in charge of ordering some food. I get ready for Ray and he still hasn't said if he is going to be here or not so I guess I'll have to roll with it. I come out of the dressing area in the room, and he is just sitting there looking at me, yeah that look again, as I sashay over to sit with him. Oh,this may not be a good idea. He is looking at me with those come hither eyes. I said, "When is the food coming?" He said, "It's here already." Oh good. I get up and go to see what we have. I make a cup of coffee and find a nice lunch. I'm impressed. There is salad,fruit, veggies, cheese, and get this, 'meats'. I know this is deliberate as some kind of make up to me. It has been 5 months of vegetarian with an occasional non-veg for me so when he does this, I know he is just trying to please me. He is just gleaming over there so I know he wants me to be happy. I said, "Thank you Sweetheart for ordering a nice lunch." I am looking at this and thinking, Ooooo this has prosciutto, pastrami, and a couple more of my favorites. And it's the real deal, not tofu. I fix my plate and I'm just in 7th heaven. I say, "Are you going eat with me?"He said, "I was just waiting till you got done." Alright. OH, I forgot the sushi which is really just california rolls. I sit down at the table and he just get's the salad with some cheese and sits next to me. This is really sweet of him. I lean over and kiss him and thank him again. He says, "Baby, I though you would like it. I'm glad you are happy with it." He knew what he was doing. Months ago I made my self perfectly clear that I would respect his lifestyle but I was not of that thinking. So when he does this, it is HUGE! He eats his salad while watching me intently devour this lunch. He is angling for something. He says, "Did you enjoy your lunch?" That's a loaded question. I said, "Yes, very much so. Thank you!" and I kiss him again. I'm going to go for it. I added, "If you can fix me up with a fillet, it will be a perfect trip." God love him. Much to my surprise, he said, "I can arrange that if that's what you want." I did not hesitate, and said, "Book it!" This is foreplay at it's finest. He is really smart. I am not impressed with jewelry,clothes or stuff like that. I am impressed with food I don't normally get. He knows how to please me. I slid over to his lap and put my arms around him. Kissed him ever so passionately and said,"Sweetheart, if you can do that, I will make it worth you while."I feel his rise as he was smiling from ear to ear. I said, "I would take care of that right now, but I have a visitor coming any minute.So you will have to save that for later." His hands are all over me and trying to get me worked up. I barely escaped. I had to get ready for Ray who I expect any moment now. I head to the bathroom to brush my teeth and touch up my hair/makeup and I see him in the mirror. I said, "Please, be nice." He said, "I know Baby, I just came to brush my teeth too." I ducked out of there and as soon as I did,the call came thru that Ray was here. I told them to send him up. I was excited to see him. It had been a long time. I asked my man what his game plan was? He said, "I want to join, Baby." OK, I said,"Where's the pass for him?" He went and got it. I took it to the living room so I would not forget to give it to him. And before I could get back, ding dong, he was here and Prince answered the door.It was a really nice exchange. When I got back to the foyer, I just hugged Ray and it was a lingering hug. Like friends do when you have not seen them for a long time. He was happy to see me too. We sat down and talked about the show he was going to see. My man, added some details to what he had planned and that was about all he said. He let Ray and I reminisce as he gazed at me the whole time. You know that look. I gave him the pass and a fact sheet so he could mock up the article prior to the show. All he has to do is add a paragraph or two and he'd get it out quick. I told Ray where to meet me at the concert so he would have someone to hang with. I got the side eye and I gave it right back to him. He busted out laughing because I do it better than he does. We were seeing Ray out and the phone rang. I walked Ray to the elevator. He said to me parting, "Gigi, I'm so happy for you. I can see you two are very happy. He adores you. He is going to take you on one hell-of-a ride. Enjoy it." I laughed. I said, "Ray, if you only knew what this short time has been like.  You are not kidding. Thank you." He said, I'll see you tonite. I hugged him as he got on the elevator. I turned around and he's standing in the middle of the hallway looking at me like a lost puppy dog. You know what's next. When I get to him, he puts his arm around me and said, "Baby that was so cool. I really love to watch you work. Well, you know that is such a turn on for me. What was really cool was some of the old times and the stuff you two did. Girrlll!That was really cool. I had no idea." I said, "You heard what he said? He really earned that pass tonite." He said, "I never knew what went on behind those scenes. Baby, you made that happen." "Yes I did. And the good ole boy network. Thank you for getting that pass for him. He will really enjoy the concert and it will keep us in good for quite sometime." He pulls me in and kisses my neck with a soft kiss. His arm around my waist has slid down and pulling up my skirt to feel what lays beneath. Well, let's say, he did not make it to sound check today.