Pearlmethyst: A New Beginning (College Gems AU)

It cant be

Hopefully y'all remember a certain character that'll be in this chapter! It's been such a long time! If not reread the chapters 'Meet Up' , 'Her' and 'Meeting Her"'

Btw I forgot the season they're in so let's pretend it's summer!
Also trigger warning .3.
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Amethyst was alone in the dorm. Pearl had gone out with Rose as friends.

"What is the point of summer if Pearl isn't here?!" Amethyst thought and sighed. She thought about hanging out with some other friends. But she didn't really care for much.
"Maybe I can hang out with Tanzanite!" Amethyst finally thought. The girl she might still have feelings for.

So Amethyst called Sapphire's dorm.

"Hello?..." a sad sounding Sapphire said.
"Hey... is Tanzanite around?" Amethyst said a bit confused.
"Oh... I guess you haven't heard.."
"Heard what?.."
"Tanzanite killed herself a few days ago.."
Amethyst dropped her phone.

"N-no... it can't be..." Amethyst thought as years filled her eyes.
"She wouldn't do that..." Amethyst said and picked up the phone.

"Why'd she do it?.."
"She came out to her parents, and they basically disowned her."
Amethyst cried even more.
"I HATE THIS DAMN PLANET!!" Amethyst scream cried and then hang up.

"Tanzanite...." amethyst cried into a pillow.
"She was the first girl I ever loved..."
Amethyst felt horrible and blamed herself.

"If I hadn't liked her, she wouldn't have realized what gender she liked.."

Amethyst cried and walked over to the small kitchen counter. She grabbed a knife.

"I cost her, her life!" Amethyst cried out.
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"I basically killed her!"
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Amethyst cried loudly and fell to the ground, her arm bleeding...
Her blurry vision slowly fades to darkness..

Notes
Sorry for such a sad chapter!
I just feel like I should show how emotional Amethyst is and everyone literally hates Tanzanite sooooooo