Make Me Come

43rd Ride

Author's Note: Your messages of encouragement never failed to make me smile every after my examinations. Whenever I check my phone for messages, it surprises me to read your messages of good luck and compliments about my stories and it always makes me smile. Thank you  so much guys. 

Hello sa lahat ng mga nagtext sa akin today! :) Sa kasamaang palad, deadbatt ang phone kaya hindi ko kayo mabati isa-isa. Perhaps, sa next update. Aryt? :)

Reminder: The italicized part is a flashback.

Make Me Come song of the day: Yellow by Coldplay (My personal favorite)

PS: Sundays is still the definite update schedule.

PPS: Kahit na ano pa man ang kahinatnan ng kwentong 'to, huwag niyo sanang husgahan si Shekainah. :) Everything she did is for a reason. Always remember that. *winks*

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Siguro kung ibang sclavus ang nasa sitwasyon ko ngayon, they would be delighted to enjoy every single privilege I have right now. Walang kahit na sinong sclavus ang maaring makapagstay sa isang five star hotel with free accommodation sa penthouse pa. Kung pwede lang sigurong makipagpalit ng posisyon sa kahit na sino, ginawa ko na.

Pumasok bigla sa isip ko yung sulat na binigay ni Noelle. Sulat iyon mula sa biological dad ko. Gustuhin ko mang basahin, natatakot ako. Natatakot akong baka magbago ang isip ko at damdamin ko patungkol sa kanila. I didn't stood in the middle for so long just to prove myself wrong.

Aaminin ko, gusto kong bigyan ng pagkakataon ang sarili ko na makasama ang daddy ko, ang tunay na pamilya ko. I have been longing to be with them for all of my life. Aminin ko man o hindi, nagpursigi akong makatapos ng pag-aaral para magkaroon ako ng kalalagyan sa pamilya. Para hindi nila ako ituring na sampid lang at isang prinsesa na kailangan nilang protektahan every now and then. I don't want to be a liability. I want to be an asset to my family. Someone they can boast and be proud of.

And then there's Dan. Ang taong nakapagpabago ng takbo ng buhay ko at ng mga plano ko sa buhay. Being his sclavus was never a part of my plans. The hell! Nilatag ko na ang lahat para sa future ko and here comes a guy who just suddenly came into my life and ruined everything.

Kahit na ganoon, hindi ko siya magawang sisihin. He never knew anything of me before. Ang alam niya lang patungkol sa akin noon, ulilang lubos ako na nakilala lang ng kakambal niya sa university na pinapasukan nito. Halos magkakasing-edad lang naman kami pero nauna silang makapagtapos kaysa sa akin. It's never easy to have money for studies. Ilang beses akong huminto sa pag-aaral para makapag-ipon ng pang-tuition.

I'll enroll in the current semester and the following semester, I need to stop cause I need to earn the money for my tuition then I'll enroll again the following semester.

It became a cycle not until Dan came unto my life. I never even thought that he'll become a special part in my life.

Alam kong binilin ako ni Gab sa kanya nang maparusahan si Gab ilang taon na ang nakakaraan. Ipinatapon siya ng daddy nila sa ibang bansa and was not allowed to step in the Philippines until he said so. Nandoon ako sa airport nang ihatid namin si Gab.

During that time, Gab is the dearest person to my heart and Dan was nothing but a stranger yet Gab's twin brother. No other label that would relate him to me definitely.

But while Gab was away, Dan was always there for me. He would pick me up at school and drop me at my apartment before I head down to my part-time job.

Kahit na hindi niya sabihin, alam kong siya ang may kagagawan kung bakit kinuha akong model sa isang fashion magazine ng isang kompanya noon. I never auditioned for anything in relation to being a model. How the freaking hell would I have an offer then?