Make Me Come

54th Ride

Author's Note: Mahal ko pa rin kayong lahat kahit na saang lupalop man ako dalhin ng pagmamahal ko sa pagsusulat.

Make Me Come song of the day: I Think I'm In Love by Marie Digby

PS: Sundays is still the update schedule.

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Staring at this handsome man right beside had never been this contenting. Sa ilang taon na parte siya ng buhay ko at sa ilang pagkakataon na nagkakatabi kaming dalawa, hindi ko naramdaman ang ganitong saya tuwing tinititigan ko siya. I feel heaven here on earth.

Nakakatawa ngang nakahiga lang kaming dalawa sa kama niya dito sa hospital habang natutulog siya. Parang dalawa tuloy kaming pasyente ng hospital sa ginagawa namin.

Earlier, I insisted that I'll go home to give him ample time to rest. Kaso ang loko, hindi na ako pinakawalan magmula kanina. Wala na akong nagawa nang hatakin niya ako pahiga dito sa kama. Hindi ko naman ikakaila na gusto ko rin naman.

I can't help but admire and be amazed of this man. Yung makinis niyang mukha, his thick yet perfectly shaped eyebrows, yung mahaba niyang pilik-mata, yung napaka-tangos niyang ilong, his perfectly chiseled jawline and his soft kissable lips.

But more than what his appearance offers, it's what his huge heart can make you feel. His love for me was too huge that it overwhelms me already. I don't know if he's just showered with overflowing love by his family that's why he could offer the same thing to me o sadyang ganun lang talaga siya magmahal. Totoo at sinsero.

Too sincere and so true to the point that I think that it's too good to be true.

Sa panahon ngayon na karamihan sa mga lalake ay g@go at manloloko, parang napakahirap nang paniwalaan ng mga magagandang motibo na pinapakita ng mga kagaya nila. The more they act manly and gentle to you, the more you should doubt their intentions.

But because of him, I believed that was not it. A man like Dan could exist if they had found the right one. The one whom they think is perfect for them. The woman who'll fill their incapabilities with theirs. The woman who'll turn their world upside down.

A woman whom he will love for the rest of his life.

"Nagsawa ka na bang titigan ang gwapo kong mukha?" He asked while his eyes are still closed.

Napangisi ako. "Loko. Kanina ka pa ba gising?"

Mas lalong humigpit ang pagkakayakap niya sa akin. "Not really. Ikaw? Bakit gising ka pa? Dapat natutulog ka na rin ha?"

Pinili ko na lang din na umunan sa dibdib niya. "Hindi kasi ako makatulog. With so many thoughts running on my mind, I don't think I could still sleep."

"Huwag mo kasi ako masyadong isipin. Katabi mo na nga ako, masyado mo pa rin akong iniisip. Baka maging obsessed ka na sa akin niyan. Ikaw din."

Pabiro ko siyang kinurot sa tagiliran. "Ikaw talaga, puro ka na naman kalokohan."

"Ikaw kasi, napakaseryoso mo." He kissed my temple. "But kidding aside Shekainah, stop worrying. Lagi ka na lang nag-aalala. Learn to loosen up and to live with the moment."

"Hindi mo naman maalis sa akin ang mag-alala."

"I know. But as much as possible, just enjoy. Have fun. Live with the moment. Don't think of what's going to happen next. Be surprised with what the future has in stored for you."

"Ikaw, bakit napaka-optimistic mo? Despite of everything I did to you, you never failed to see the brighter side of life."

"Alam mo, ganun talaga if you're showered with love. Buong buhay ko, I never asked for anything because I felt contented with the love of my family. 'Di ba nga, if we're blessed, be a blessing to others. Kaya naman nagpapaka-blessing na ako sa'yo."