xxxvi. facing the truth.

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{ The Summer Set - Maybe Tonight }

                      I bit my lip as Harry tightened his grip on my hand. "Do I have to?" I whispered as we walked up the door.

"Louis, trust me." he reassured, and I bit at my lip. "If you don't do it soon, you'll regret it later."

I sighed, and we unfortunately made it to the door. I knocked and waited. A few seconds later, the door opened.

"Louis? Harry?" said my mom, and I felt Harry grip my hand. I sighed, and nodded.

"Mum, I'm gay. I can't change, and quite frankly I don't want to. I have met the love of my life, and I want to marry him and have little kids that we love as our own. I want to have a family and I want you and the girls there. But, if you want nothing to do with us, then fine. Tell me now, because I'm not going to waste my time worrying whether you accept me or not. He's given me the strength to stand before you, and yeah." I said, feeling a drip if sweat coming down my forehead.

"Oh Lou." she said, and pulled me into a hug. I groaned, pulling Harry with me. He bumped into us, making all of us fall. I laughed, and looked up at Harry.

"I think, Harry, you were our little angel." said my mum, tears forming. I smiled, and kissed my mum's cheek.

"I love you mum." I said, and she smiled.

"I love you too, Louis. I'm so sorry." she pulled me into a hug, and I hugged her tightly.

"Thank you, Harry. For everything." she said, and Harry smiled. Dimples and all.

"My pleasure, Mrs.Tomlinson." he said, looking at me. "It's been quite the pleasure." I laughed, my eyes watering.

"So, why don't we go inside for something to eat?" she said, wiping her tears. I smiled, and nodded.

"I'd love to, but we have a date." I said, and I heard Harry chuckle.

"We do?" he asked, and I turned to face him.

"We do." I said, pecking his lips. "I'll text you, okay mum?" She smiled, and nodded.

"I love you guys. Be safe!" she laughed, and I smiled. I pulled Harry out, and dragged him to my backyard.

"Louis?" questioned Harry, but I just kept pulling him. I opened the gate, and pushed him forward.

"SUPRISE!" screamed everyone, and I laughed. Harry laughed and turned to me.

"Happy Birthday baby." I said, kissing his lips softly. He laughed, and pulled me close.

"You remember?" he smiled.

"Of course I did." I chuckled, and hugged him softly.

"Thank you to everyone." he said, and looked over at me. "This is going to be a day I'll always remember."

Then, the party started. The music was turned on, and so was every single person there.

I watched as Harry chugged down his drink. He glanced over at me, and smirked. I couldn't help but notice how beautiful he really was. His beautiful green eyes, the dimpled smile that was addicting. Making you want to smile back at him so he wouldn't stop smiling. The gelled back curls that poke everywhere. The pair of kissable lips, that made you want to know how they'd feel on yours.

"Your starring." whispered Harry, his voice thick with whiskey. I smiled and nodded.

"Your just so interesting." I said, and he took my hand in his.

"Am I?" he laughed, and I nodded again. He pulled me close and pressed his lips against mine. "The only interesting thing about me is how you'd ended up being the best thing to happen to me."

"Mmm, now your just bluffing." I teased, looking down at him. He raised his eyebrow. "But thank you."

He pressed those lips against mine. He tasted like whiskey and something sweet. I quickly straddled his lap, and kissed him harder. Our lips moving in sync, tongues fighting for dominance over each other.

"I want to dance." I say, breathlessly. I tugged on his hand, until we made it to the dance floor. I never had a sip of alcohol but I felt intoxicated. I could feel the heat from Harry burning into my skin.

"So eager." he whispered, and a new song came on. I quickly found the beat, and moved my hips to the beat. This new-found desire running me. I grabbed Harry's neck, and started grinding my ass on him. He moaned softly, but met my rhythm.

"Just for you." I whispered, and met his lustful eyes. He wanted me, and that wasn't enough for me. I kept grinding my body on him, wanting to drive him crazy. I couldn't think straight, my mind kept screaming HarryHarryHarryHarry.

"L-Lou, l-let's g-go somewhere e-else." he stuttered, but I didn't budge. He looked at me, his eyes pleading.

"You can go, I'm going to stay and dance." I said, an idea popping into my head. "You can either stay or I'll go dance with someone else."

He frowned, and I saw his jaw clench. "No." he said, and I couldn't help but feel turned on. I smirked, the burning sensation never leaving.

"Good." I said, and beckoned him towards me. He bit his lip, and walked towards me. Soon enough, the song changed into a sad one.

"Is your horny mood killed?" he whispered as he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Wasn't horny." I pout. He smiled, and kissed my nose.

"Course you weren't." he said, and I rolled my eyes. My mood was surely turned off. "I love you, by the way."

"I love you too." I whispered, and kissed him soft. The intoxication leaving me. Another feeling settling in. Just indescribable. Feeling of love and hope. Just that feeling. That moment, this moment, our moment.

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