{ Lea Michele - Thousand Needles }
I closed my eyes and smiled to myself. The flashback kept coming around, the sight of Louis kissing Stan kept replaying.
I laughed, and poured myself another shot. I gripped the cup and brought it up to my lips. The alcohol felt cold as it went down my throat. I could see the memory of Louis fading away, the memory of him handing me his necklace. It was going away, it really was.
" I love you, Harry "
I screamed, and threw the glass at the wall. I yelled as tears streamed down my face. I grabbed the glass and chugged down the rest of the liquid.
"I love you too, Louis. "
I threw the glass and felt as some of the broken glass scraped against me. I looked down at my arms, small cuts forming, and thin lines of blood started to drip down. I laughed softly.
I fell to my knees and laughed softly. My finger trailed down my opened scars, I winced. I dipped my finger in some of the alcohol and hovered it over my cuts. I screamed in pain, throwing my head back.
The pain I felt was nothing compared to the pain I felt inside. I closed my eyes, and did it again. I felt tears building up.
"Harry!" screamed someone, but all I thought of was Stan and Louis kissing. The way Louis leaned into Stan for support, Stan's arms snaked around Louis. I digged the piece of glass into my skin, and screamed.
"Harry stop!" screamed someone, and I sobbed loudly. I felt as someone helped me up, wrapping their arm around me.
"Louis." I sobbed, and slowly closed my eyes. "Louis" I slurred.
"We have to get him to the hospital." was the last thing I heard...
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➸ Louis
I ran down the hallway, trying so hard not to trip over my feet. I gasped, and looked around. Searching for him.
"No running!" shouted someone, but I ignored them. I kept running, and running.
"Louis?" said someone, but I threw my arms around him. I hugged him tightly, and cried.
"Don't leave me." I sobbed, and he hugged me tighter. "Don't leave me, Stan."
He sniffled. "I'm not going anywhere." he whispered, and I sobbed even more harder. I closed my eyes, and sighed.
"You were right, h-he doesn't want me. H-he was going to leave either way." I stuttered, and he took me to the chairs.
"What do you mean?" he said, wiping away my tears.
"Nothing, jus-just don't go." I whispered, shaking. He shook his head no. "Don't leave me like this."
He shook his head. "I won't, I promise." He hugged me tightly and I sobbed harder.
Oh why you wanna break away
I'm bleeding
I can see you're now in shades of grey
My memory fading
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