True Love Always Finds A Way.. Aston Merrygold (JLS) Fanfic.

Part 36

It was getting late and tonight had been pretty crazy so we thought it would be best if we got some sleep.

Aston had got the spare rooms redone a couple of days ago so I had the one that was next to his room.

I dumped all my stuff down and went in the bathroom getting myself sorted and changed, then I climbed

into bed. 

A couple of hours past and I was still awake and just laying there, I couldn't sleep at all.

I kept running the whole America thing through my mind over and over again. 

I also felt pure guilt for leaving it this late to tell Aston. I now kind of understood why he got so

angry and thought I was leading him on. It was bad of me but at the time I just kept getting closer and 

closer to him which was making me not want to leave.

These past few weeks have been crazy.

Valentines day we went out as friends. 

Days past and I don't know what happened but both our feelings kind of changed from friends to more.

Everything was getting so confusing.

For once I had a bit of drama in my life....

But not good drama.

Annoying, awkward and awful drama.

I shuffled around in bed a bit more realising it was hopeless and that I wasn't going to get any sleep

at all. I slowly climbed out of bed and quietly made my way downstairs to get a drink, bringing it back 

up with me.

I sat back on the bed just staring round the room, looking at the blank freshly painted walls, new curtains, 

fresh smelling carpet.. when my phone suddenly beeped from behind me, knocking me out of my thoughts.

*1 New Message - Aston*

[You okay? Heard you go downstairs... Axxx]

- Yeaah, just can't sleep:( Xx

[Come in here? Axxx]

I looked at the phone for a few seconds longer not really knowing what to do. I didn't want to go in there and 

make him feel as if I was leading him on again, but then again... he did offer and he now knows about the Job so

he must not mind.

I got off the bed grabbing a pillow and a few other things... I felt like a little kid going into my mums room

because I had, had a nightmare or something. I shut my eyes to block out the shock of the brightness from the

landing light and lightly knocked on his door...

I could hear Aston chuckling to himself on the otherside. "You can just come in you know"

I blushed slightly as I pushed open the door and tried my hardest to make my way to his bed in the dark.

"What side you on?" I ask putting my hands out to make sure I didn't bump into anything.

"Alright Zoombie?" Aston said in fits of laughter.

I opened my eyes gradually to see the light switched on and him sat there watching me make an idiot out of myself.

I just laughed back sarcastically and climbed into bed as he switched the light back off and pulled me towards him

so my head was resting on his chest and he was playing with my hair.

"Why couldn't you sleep?"

"Overthinking this Modelling Job. What about you?"

"same thing"

"What?" I said looking up at him, kind of shocked that he cared that much.

"I'm happy for you and all and want you to take it, but I would much rather you stay here"

I sighed slightly not knowing how to answer that and just felt myself slwoly drift to sleep with the comfort of

his chest rising up and down as he breathed.