The Bulletproof Fan (Forever) Series II

Bulletproof 63

Napatingin ako sa labas ng bintana. An airplane passed by. Iniwas ko ang tingin ko at naglakad papuntang bed ko. It's been three days since I saw them.

"They probably depart now."

Nagbihis ako for work. I didn't go to work for three days. I let Eddie work for me. But I always call him if everything is fine.

"It's fine. Really! Don't worry. They are professionals and they simply follow our instructions. Everything are going smooth. But Miss Lily? How about you? Are you feeling well already?"

Napabuga ako ng hangin. Napatingin ako sa kamay ko. My hand is still in bandage. I can't even hold a pen properly. Idiot Lily!

"Babalik ako Lily. Kahit ilang beses mo pa akong itaboy babalik ako."

Hindi ako sumagot. Ni hindi ko rin siya tiningnan. Nakarinig ako ng isang malalim na hinga. Ano? Susuko ka nalang Yoongi? Susuko ka na?

"Lily babalik ako."

I felt his warm lips in my head. Naramdaman kong tumayo siya sa bathtub bago lumabas dito. He stays for a second before I heard a fading footsteps. Mga ilang minuto ang nakalipas ay doon ko lang tinaas ang ulo ko.

"Yoongi?"

My voice echoed inside the room. I'm alone. Yoongi! Nagmadali akong lumabas sa bathtub palabas ng banyo. Napatigil ako. My room was empty. I feel so empty.

Napatingin ako sa pintuan ko. Three days na itong sira. I leave it just like that. Hinawakan ko ang doorknob.

"The handyman ruined my door."

Napatawa ako ng konti. Sinira ni Yoongi ang pintuan. Napasimangot ako at sinara ang pintuan. I tried to locked it but yeah atleast I tried. Stupid Lily the door is ruined how do you expect a ruined door to lock?

"To the office please."

Tumango ang driver ko. I'm aware I am late. Wala naman talaga akong ganang pumasok but since I can't afford to absent again I HAVE TO WORK.

"Miss Lily?"

Tumango ako sa mga taong nakakasalubong ko. May mga tao rin akong nakakasabay sa elevator. Nang makarating ako sa floor ng office ko ay agad ako lumabas.

"Miss Lily?! You are already fi-imean late!"

Napahinto ako sa paglalakad ng may binigay itong folder sa akin. I used my left hand to hold it.

"I'm aware of that."

Sagot ko. Tumango ako pagkatapos ay pumasok sa office ko. I don't know why am I shocked or something. Maybe because my brother is here or am I expecting for more.

"Liliane"

Naglakad ako papuntang mesa ko. Malinis na ang lahat. My picture frame is gone and it was replaced by a painting.

"Oh! Yeah! The frame will be fixed for a week. Don't worry they will send it back here."

I saw my brother smile. Napailing nalang ako bago umupo. Isang katahimikan ang bumalot sa aming dalawa.

"Liliane? Is your hand getting better?"

Tumango ako ng hindi ko siya tinitingnan. Nakarinig ako ng isang malakas na paghinga.

"I'm sorry Liliane."

Napatingin ako sa kanya. Hindi ito nakatingin sa akin.

"I know i've been a jerk. I can't stop myself for pulling out some secrets."

"Yeah you're a jerk."

Sabi ko sa kanya. Binaba ko ang papel at tiningnan siya.

"I know okay. I'm sorry. But I just can't help it. I care for you Lily. I don't like seeing you like that. I'm sorry. This all happened because of me. I'm sorry."