The Bulletproof Fan (Forever) Series II

Bulletproof 1

I zoomed the lens of my camera while focusing it to the tree. I smiled when I heard the clock beat of the song and started to take multiple shots. I love this song. It's so relaxing and refreshing. Though the meaning of the song is opposite of what I feel. You are supposed to get worried because the lyrics is something sad but the PROBLEM of being an International fan is this. WE DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPEAK KOREAN!

But i'm learning to speak and write hangul though at first it was so difficult and I don't understand a thing. I find a another angle and take a shot. The wind sudden blow make my hair mess. I hang my camera to my neck and fixed my hair.

(Last part of Save me song)
Give me your hand save me save me
I need your love before I fall, fall
Give me your hand save me save me
I need your love before I fall, fall

"Fall"

I tucked my hair as I sing the last word of the song. I look at the tree. The leaves of the tree are falling and it's quite beautiful.

"I need your love before I fall."

I whispered. I snorted because of what I said. I.. I already fall. I'm so drowned and the only thing I need to have is their love.. No.. They already love us and i'm contented. Even though it is US. But just this once! I just want them to know that I am here! THAT I EXIST!

I look at my palm and smiled. I touched their hands once! When they have a Con in our country. I wished to touch them again.

"They don't remember me."

I laugh. It's really impossible to remember! A lot of us are in Con and we are given a chance to shake their hands. This is so pathetic. How can I wished a greedy thing? To remember me? Impossible.

"Lily Unnie? Kakain na kami ng lunch! Tara na!"

I looked at the cute girl beside me. She has this braided hair and a blue ribbon at the tip of it. She wore a sky blue casual dress that really suit to her milky skin. She beamed at me and I gave her the same.

"Eat? Kain?"

She nod.

"Let's go!"

We started to walk. I fixed my camera and my coat.

"Shin? Saan yung iba?"

I'm still hesitating what if I spoke wrong word. She look at me and pointed to the front. I unplugged my earphones from my ears. I look at the direction of where she pointed. It was an unfamiliar small restaurant.

"Unnie nandoon na sila naghihintay. Gutom na nga si Luke eh! Hindi na namin maintindihan ang sinasabi dahil kaka english."

I laugh when she pouted. She's so adorable.

"Bagong restaurant yun ah!"

"Reshtu- oo! Bagong restaurant yan dito sa Daegu. Bagong tayo pa lang nina tita! Hindi ko kayo mapapunta dito noong dalawang linggo dahil sa dinumog ito sa dami ng costumer."

Tita? Auntie? I look at her firmly.

"So Aunt- Tita mo may ari nito? Libre kami ngayon?"

I jokingly said. She laughed.

"Hindi. Pero alam mo Unnie."

She whispered. She even stop walking and I also stop. She slowly get near to my ear.

"Kasi Unnie. Isang artista ang anak nila at sikat siya ngayon."

An Actor?

"An Actor?"

Her brow lifted. And shake her head.

"Hindi! Singer siya!"

Solo singer? Amazing. I suddenly remember them. I smiled at her.