Heartbeats Series #1: Heartbeats For Sir [Completed- Self published]

53- When I was your man

Abid's PoV

Bagsak ang balikat ko nang umuwi ako sa bahay namin ni Charrie pero hindi ako pumasok. I drove to Troy's house. Hindi ko alam kung bakit dito ako pumunta.

Nagdoorbell ako at may narinig na maliit na boses ng babae.

"Wait lang po", sabi niya. He opened the gate for me

"Daddy?"

"Klea.", I smiled. She's already here. In her real father's house.

"Klea, sino yan?", I heard Troy's voice.

"Abid. Ikaw pala.", agad niya akong pinapasok at dumapa ako sa sofa niya.

"Oy. Pumunta ka lang dito para matulog? Wala ka bang bahay?", natatawang sabi ni Troy.

"Wala.", I said.

"Loko!", binato niya ako ng unan.

"ang sweet mo talaga troy. Binigyan mo pa ako ng unan.", I sarcastically said bago kinuha sa sahig yung unan na ibinato niya na tumama pa sa ulo ko bago mahulog sa sahig.

"Tumigil ka nga Abid. Nandito ang anak ko oh.", sabi niya at tinakpan ang tenga ni Klea.

"Klea. Payag ka bang maging mommy ako?", tanong ko.

"G*go!", sabi ni Troy at binato nanaman ako ng unan.

"Klea oh, minumura ako ng tatay mo.", sabi ko kay Klea pero nakatingin lang ito sa akin.

"Bakit?", takang tanong ko.

"Umiyak ka po? Ang pula ng mata mo.", sabi niya at lumapit sakin bago hawakan ang pisngi ko.

"Klea. Magseselos si daddy niyan.", nakangusong saad ni Troy. Childish

"Pareho ko kayong Daddy. Pareho ko kayong love eh.", sabi ni Klea at hinawakan din ang pisngi ng tatay niya.

Tumayo ako at dumiretso sa kusina. Kumuha ako ng dalawang maliit na red horse at binuksan. Ito talaga dapat ang inumin ko. Haha

Inabot ko kay Troy yung isa.

"Wow ha. Bahay mo. Alak mo.", sarcastic niyang sabi. Nginitian ko lang siya bago umupo ulit sa sofa at uminom.

"Daddy. Masarap?", tanong ni Klea. Natawa ako.

"Hindi.", sagot ko.

"Eh bakit niyo po iniinom?", tanong niya.

"Para magahasa ko yang tatay mo pag lasing na kami pareho.", sabi ko at nakatanggap ako ng batok mula kay Troy.

"Wag ka ngang magsalita ng ganyan sa harap ng anak ko!", sabi ni Troy.

"Ahh. Gusto mo pag tayong dalawa nalang?", I said and smirk.

"Yuck! Mandiri ka nga lalaki!", nakangiwing tanong ni Troy.

"At bakit ako mandidiri lala---",napatigil ako sa naalala ko. I was about to say what she told me before.

"Joke lang.", bawi ko agad at uminom ulit ng alak.

"Klea. Can you leave us for a while?", napalingon ako kay Troy ng sinabi niya yun.

"Gusto mo akong masolo ha.", natatawang sabi ko.

"Tumigil ka nga!", sabi niya at sinamahan si Klea hanggang sa hagdan.

"So anong problema mo at ako pa ang napagtripan mo ha?", sabi niya at napangiti ako ng malungkot.

"Wala naman. Ang tanga ko lang.", I honestly said at naramdaman ko ang taksil kong luha na umagos kaagad. Just by thinking of what I saw earlier breaks my heart.

"Buti alam mo.", masungit niyang sabi at uminom din.

"Yeah. Narealize ko lang. I should've treasured her when she's still in my arms. I should've realized what she means to me before everything became so complicated that I can't even think about our happiness.", sabi ko at in-on ang phone ko. I saw my locksreen, it was our wedding picture.

"Tanga nga.", Troy said. Yeah right.

Uminom pa kami ni Troy hindi lang Red Horse. Sari-saring alak na ang nasa ibabaw ng table dito sa receiving area ni Troy.

"I still can't believe it.", nakangiti ako subalit may luhang lumalandas sa pisngi ko.

"Believe what?", he asked.

"I'm no longer a queen by heart because there's already a queen in my heart.", pabulong kong sabi. Hindi ako makapaniwalang hindi ako pusong babae dahil may babaeng isinisigaw ng puso ko.

And it's her. Charina Carmen Tatlonghari-Viceral.

"I love her.", I said and turned my gaze to him but...

-_-

Tinulugan ako ng g*go. Knock-out na. Napalingon ako sa table at nanlaki ang mata. Nakaubos siya ng anim na bote ng alak? Samantalang nakakadalawa palang ako.

I look around his house at nakakita ng Piano. I went near it and started to play it.

**Try to play the video up there 👆👆
Iba nga lang yung ibang lyrics pero at least version ni Abid
..CTTO..**

Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down
'Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

It all just sounds like oooooh…
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should've bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should've gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, ohh…
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes

It all just sounds like oooooh…
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should've bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should've gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

Although it hurts
I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
Oh, I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want you to know

I hope he buys you flowers
I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours
When he has the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man

"I wish I am still your man. Charrie."
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AN: Balak ko na talagang gawing kapartner ni Abid si Troy. Haha, pero syempre joke lang 😂😂 AbRie is 💜💓💙💚💛💕💖💗💘💝💞💟 overflowing Hearts. haha. D ko pa sure kung kelan next UD pero hindi naman magtatagal ang walang UD. hahaha.
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