there will be a kpop song reference, but i will translate it.
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she got me gone crazy
his eyes landed on you for the very first time. your beauty was dazzling, it drove him crazy.
wae shimjangi ttwini
(why is my heart racing)his heart raced when you made eye contact with him. he didn't know why, he just brushed it off.
neon areumdaweo naye Goddess
(you're beautiful, my Goddess)every time he saw you, he'll never stop admiring at how beautiful you are. maybe, he wanted you.
dacheo itji, yeah yeah
(but you're closed up, yeah yeah)you are quiet, rarely interacting with anyone unless you had to talk to them.
dudeuril teni nal deuryeo bonaellae
(i'll knock on your door, will you let me in)and so, he tried getting close to you. he'll start a conversation with you, do anything to make you smile and open up to him.
gamchewojin seurireul julkke
(i'll give you a hidden thrill)he had something planned, and he will carry it out soon.
nunttongjaye hogishime
(there's curiosity in your eyes)days passed by, then weeks. you slowly learnt how to open up as the bond between you and the pretty setter got stronger bit by bit.
imi neon ppajeodeureotgo
(you've already fallen for me)you didn't want to admit it but, you slowly came to believe that he is different from other guys.
Don't be afraid
you both took this to another step, and you cuddling with him is already a normal thing for you both.
Love is the way
he taught you what is love, a different kind of love you expected.
Shawty I got it
and you trusted him.
You can call me monster
and he internally smirked when he realized what he want, was something else.
I'm creeping in your heart babe
your heart is taken by him, all you could think of is him everyday. you fell in love, you fell hard for him.
dwijipgo muneoteurigo samkyeo
(i'll flip you over, break you down and swallow you up)he is breaking you. your heart is controlled by the man in front of your eyes. he enjoyed breaking you.
geurae neol humcheo tamnikae
(i'll steal you and indulge in you)people repeatedly told you that he is only toying with you, but you chose to take their words as rumors. you let your guard down too much.
neol mangcheo noeul kkeoya
(i'm gonna mess you up)and he also realized what he was actually doing, he will break your heart and see your innocent face in pain.
ni mamsoge gagindwen chae
(i'm engraved in your heart)you couldn't forget him. he has already did what he wanted to and he was about to leave, after you said 'i love you'.
jugeodo yeongweonhi sallae
(even if i die i'll live forever)and suddenly, his heart ached when the thought of you disappearing from his life popped in his mind. it was now or never. even if you broke him he will still live for you.
Come here girl
he was crawling back to you.
You call me monster
you finally saw his true colors, but deep down, his feelings for you is mutual. he is coming back to you.
ni mameuro deureogalkke
(i'll go into your heart)he swore he will get you, and live in your heart forever.
despite he was once a monster, he has your heart, and you had his.
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really crappy!! the song popped in my mind and i suddenly had the inspiration to write this and oikawa is the only person i can think of ;)
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