🌊𝕙𝕒𝕚𝕜𝕪𝕦𝕦 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕤🏐

•kuroo tetsurou 🎋

haven't written for sooooo goddamn long i'm so sorry guys :/

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  you were done, so done with everything, mostly school. you have had enough of your family, school and friends. school was hell for you recently and you couldn't really cope with it, and had a little breakdown here and there.

  you couldn't trust anyone anymore. your boyfriend cheated on you with your best friend, your best friend left you for popular girls in the school and your family left the country, leaving you all alone.

as the sun rose up the sky, you silently thought of ways to kill yourself so you wouldn't have to go to school. but you didn't really had the guts to do it, you were scared.

on the way to school, students from nekoma were giving you judgmental stares and murmurs escaped from their lips. you tried your best to ignore them as your hair covered part of your face. you felt like digging a hole and burying yourself in it.

the rumors spread around like wildfire. they went about how you cheated on your boyfriend with another guy and how you stole your friend's boyfriend. you felt really unfair how everyone listens to only one side of the story and starts talking shit about you.

it was just another typical day of studying, getting picked on and laughed at. everything was going so well, you coping with everything and everyone's words until you received a letter from an anonymous writer. it was left in your locker and it had little heart shapes drawn with black markers, decorating the letter.

you were almost certain that someone had given it to the wrong person but was proven wrong when you saw your name written on it. 'who could it be?', you wondered to yourself.

as you opened up the letter, it wrote:

to: (first name) (last name),

hey (first name), recently i've seen you being down and all, and i just want to say that you have a pretty smile and i hope that you wouldn't let anyone take that away from you.

no matter how rough things go, i'll always be here for you. remember that :)

xoxo

you stared at the paper in your hands, wondering who would possibly write this. dozens of names flooded your mind, but none would fit in the puzzle. deciding to drop the matter, you put the letter back and closed your locker silently, walking home afterwards.

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days passed and you still received letters each day. you were determined to find out who have been writing all these so you've been taking note of the little details of the letters the person wrote. you noted that the person would often draw a little cat head at the top right of the paper and that you noted that the person has really elegant, cursive handwriting.

as you were holding the letter and walking along the corridor, a tall figure walked out of the classroom and bumped into you, in which you stumbled but luckily didn't fall.

his papers scattered all over the floor and you mumbled an apology before bending down and collecting them, putting them neatly in a stack.

it was then when you realized that the person who you bumped into was the famous kuroo tetsurou. and you realized that the papers have a similar cat head drawn on them, all on the top right corner of the paper.

you were definitely sure that it was him who wrote all those letters, even the handwriting was similar too. when you stood up and looked up at him, his face held a dumbstruck expression as he stared at you, and you had to wave the paper in front of his face before he snapped back to reality.

he opened his mouth as if to say something, but you beat him to it.

"i'm not even going to ask why, but thank you for the letters. it really helped me to get through everyday."

he had a look of sympathy on his face now, and you walked off, him trailing behind you.

"why are you following me? do you want to throw an insult to me too or you want to be the one who wants to get an insult thrown at," you snapped. he blinked and shook his head.

"i just want to help. at first it was because i really feel bad for you and want to be there and comfort you. but as days passed and i've seen the looks on your face when you read the letters, I realized that i don't want to be 'just a friend'. i want to be more than that."

you didn't understand. you raised your brows as you find everything so ridiculous. "why do you even want to be friends with someone like me?"

he stayed silent for a while, as if trying to find ways to answer that question of yours. "i think you're really kind and pretty, and you're really different from other girls. you're strong, reliable, responsible and just, simply amazing. i think that you have a really beautiful smile and you're really a great friend. like, no matter what happens, you're always there for them and forgive them. that's really awesome."

your heart clenched. you're an awesome friend? "haven't you heard the rumors around the school? i'm just a nobody who steals people's boyfriend and a cheater. please don't be friends with someone like me," i gave him my most sincere tone.

"rumors are carried by haters, spread by fools and accepted by idiots. people think that rumors are more interesting than the truth and don't you agree? you'll always find out new things about you from them."

those words made me realized momentarily how dumb i am to get affected by the rumors. his words were really wise and they lightened the burden on my shoulders.

"now, would you like to be my girlfriend? i really like you, and i promise to be there every time you need me," kuroo asked, and i smiled at him before nodding, exclaiming a big thank you before embracing him into a hug.

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