Demis secret sister

Dont shave my head

i was laying in my bed just thinking why me out of all people why me. "dani can come down here." i hear mom say oh yea they came back early and now everyone has a watchful eye over me. i walked downstairs to see that mom had sissors oh no please no. i ran back upstairs and locked myself in the room. i didnt want to loose my hair not now. "dan cmon it will be ok." i hear demi say "no it wont my head will be cold. And everyone is gonna see it." i say "Dont worry baby you can wear a benie." she says "do i have to." i say "Doctors order." she says "fine." i say getting out. "theres my strong girl and dont worry we all will be there for you ok" she says i nod. We head downstairs goodbye hair. A few minutes later no more hair. "you are beatiful with or without hair." demi says i nod and put a benie on. I decided not to wear a wig since one it was once someone else's hair and two i wouldnt like it.  i went back upstairs and decided to write in my journal.
Dear Journal,
       so a couple a couple of days ago i went horseback riding with dallas and lets just say the horse went bezerk and knocked me off. i dont blame dallas though but demi does in fact they are fighting about it right now. i hate it when they fight. anyway i went to the hospital and had a broken rib. They also discovered i had a brain tumor. Dont worry its Not cancer but i will have to take chemotheropy after the surgery and theres a slight chance i might not be able to move my right hand for a while at least its not my domenit hand. Mom had to shave my head today and i hate it. Im wearing this benine until the surgery im never taking it off never. Anyway i hope the surgery is a sucsess. Even though i want to die i dont want to loose my family so yea i hope i dont have any seziures. well heres hoping.
                     Dani Lovato

i set my journal to the side as the screams from demi and dallas continue. Its the usual. 'you shouldve been keeping an eye on her.' and 'i was i took my eyes off of her for literally ten seconds.' why are they even fighting over this cant they see im in pain and its only making it worse. i try to block them out but i cant i finally give up and put my earphones in. My Loves Like a Star came on and i started crying why cant they just make up and comfort me. Cant they see that they are hurting me. Maybe i was the cause of this if i wasnt fucked up then maybe this wouldnt be happening. Why cant i just be a normal girl who only thinks about whos gonna take her the dance but unfortanally im not. i fell asleep crying. I just want to be ok again.
A/N:hey guys well there ya go another update. Well if you guys have any ideas for the story please leave them in the comments. THERE ARE NO BAD IDEAS love you guys.
Tall,Thin,Curvey,Short,whatever you are you are BEATIFUL-Demi Lovato